Barbara.â
âWell, maybe, but . . . I still donât want to go.â
âWhy not?â
âYou need me to do this, donât you?â
âYes, of course,â he said. âI wouldnât ask you if I didnât need you.â
âWell,â she said, âI need you, and I need you to do something for me, first.â
âOkay.â
âAnd after you do something for me,â she said, âthen Iâll do something for you.â
âOkay, Barbara,â he asked, âwhat do you want me to do for you?â
She put her drink down, settled her hands primly into her lap, tossed back her hair, and looked at him.
âI want you to fuck me.â
âBarbaraââ
âNow, hear me out,â she said, raising one hand. âI know thatâs a rather lowbrow word for what I want you to do, but thatâs what I want. I donât want to âmake love,â and I donât want to âhave sex.â What I want to do, pure and simple, is fuck.â
âBarbara, I donât have timeââ
âWhere do you have to go?â she asked. âBack to town? To take sanctuary in the saloon again? I have a wonderful bed upstairs. All you have to do is come up there with me, get naked with me, sweaty, and fuck.â
âIs that really what you want?â
âOh, yes,â she said, reaching out and running her hand over his thigh. âYes, yes, yes, Mr. Gunsmith. I told you, my husband hasnât touched me for years, and no other man dared while he was alive. I need to find out if what you said earlier is right.â
âWhat did I say earlier?â
âThat my juices are not all dried up.â She leaned forward and gripped his thigh tightly. Her breasts almost fell out of her nightgown. âDo you know why I dress like this to go to bed?â
He had to moisten his mouth to answer.
âNo, why?â
âBecause I like to touch myself when Iâm in bed,â she said. âNo, thatâs not right. Itâs because I have to touch myself, because nobody else will.â
âBarbaraââ
âI need a manâs touch, Clint Adams.â
âYou have a lot of men working on this ranch,â he said. âIâm sure any one of them would be happy to oblige you.â
âYouâre probably right,â she said, âand now that Big Ed is dead Iâll probably pick out a couple, but tonight . . . I want you.â
She stood up, looked down at him, and dropped her robe to the floor.
âIâll make it easy for you,â she said.
Next, she shrugged off the nightgown.
âIâll let you see what youâll get if you agree.â
She had a marvelous body. Full breasts and hips, brown nipples, nice thighs, only the slightest signs that she was in middle age. And her smellâshe was in heat, all right, like an animal, and he could smell herâand like any male animal, his body reacted.
She reached out and took his chin in her hand.
âStand up and kiss me,â she said. âIf you tell me you didnât like it, Iâll get dressed and go with you.â
So that was his way out. All he had to do was kiss her and tell her he didnât like it. How hard could that be?
He stood up and faced her. The heat coming from her body actually made him start to sweat. But he was in control. He knew he could do this. A simple kiss, and then theyâd be on their way.
But two things undid his resolve as he leaned forward and their lips met. It wasnât that she pressed her body against him, crushing her breasts into his chest.
And it wasnât that the smell of her started to make him dizzy.
It was something she did and a sound she made.
First, just before their lips touched she moistened her mouth with her tongue. It was an incredibly sexy thing for her to do at that moment.
And second, as their lips met, she made a sound into his mouth. He