knowing whether she should be amused or furious. âUm, yeah you were, but I think he just shrugged it off.â
His scowl darkened. âI didnât like the way he was looking at you. Maybe you should dress more conservatively at work.â
Ryan froze and turned toward him, feeling rage bubble up inside. Amusement left the freaking building and her voice came out strained as she said, âExcuse me? I am covered from head to toe; there is nothing about my outfit that is inappropriate or revealing.â
âIt fits you like a second skin.â
His oblivious reaction to her tone told her that he either really believed what he was saying or was too upset to care. Either way, if he thought she was going to take a bunch of double standard crap, he was out of his ever lovinâ mind. âYou didnât seem to mind my new clothes over the weekend.â
âYeah well, that was in your free time. When youâre here, you need to be professional.â
Her eyes narrowed and she hissed, âIs that a suggestion or an order, boss?â
His eyes met her fiery gaze and he tried to speak, âRyanââ
She waved her hand to cut him off. âI just canât seem to get it right, can I? Either Iâm a boring prude or Iâm just asking for it, right? I canât just do what makes me feel good, because people always want something else. I have been here, working with you, apparently giving you all kinds of signals, but you never picked up on anything until Gracie got ahold of me. Which begs the question Gregg . . . did you really have feelings for me or was it just Gracieâs influence that made me so desirable to you?â
He reached out to her and she slapped at his hands. âDo not touch me. Iâm so angry I canât even see straight. Iâm such an idiot! You have no idea who I am. You think just because I dress differently, that Iâm not still me? If you knew me at all, youâd know that no matter who flirted with me or how cute a guy was I would never hurt you.â
He tried to reach out to her again but she snatched her jacket and jerked away. âBe sure to lock up, boss.â
I T WAS AMAZING how easy it was for her to avoid Gregg for the next two days. Sheâd gone about business as usual on Tuesday, and went straight home after her last appointment. Sheâd ignored his phone calls and curled up in front of the TV to watch Private Practice, a bowl of kettle corn in her lap. She finally turned her phone off after he sent her a text that said, We need to talk.
Thank God she hadnât done something stupid like tell him she loved him. Well, at least not when he was awake. She might have said the words quietly while she watched him sleeping next to her. Heâd looked so relaxed and handsome, and sheâd just needed to say the words. And then sheâd proceeded to wake him up in the naughtiest way she could think of. Her stomach hurt thinking how awful it was that you could go from blissfully happy one day to crawl-in-a-hole miserable the next.
Wednesday morning, Ryan drove by The Local Bean and saw him sitting inside waiting for her, so she just kept going out to her first appointment. She tried not to think about him, but throughout the day flashes of his smile or the image of him naked under her as they made love had her stomach in knots. She hadnât meant to lose her temper with him, but heâd deserved a set-down after insinuating she was dressed unprofessionally. That she was somehow asking men to flirt with her. She had just wanted to feel good about herself, and yes, to be more appealing to the opposite sex, but the minute he kissed her outside Buckâs, no one else had even crossed her mind. But she knew needed to talk to him, and no matter what he said, she needed to just get past it and be professional. She could work next to him even if they werenât together.
After driving back to the studio, Ryan went