project is developing,â she told him as she took a seat.
âThatâs good,â said Littlejohn, studying the person sitting across the desk from him. The course was a large lecture, so he didnât ordinarily get to know many of the students. Heâd never seen Alison before and she struck him as a typical undergrad. Face not formed yet. Baby fat, yet with a hard edge. Chewed fingernails. Atrocious posture. Ample breasts. Childâs temperament in a womanâs body fueled by adolescent rage. A bomb waiting to explode. He told himself to keep his distance, for the hundredth time. Then he heard himself saying, âItâs always exciting when you step outside normative morality for the first time â¦â
That was all Alison needed. âI think itâs immoral to obey unjust laws. Like Gandhi. He equated laws with superstition. People really have a duty to disobey. Just like you teach in the course.â
Littlejohn tried to be modest, but he couldnât help beaming. âI canât take any credit. Students, people your age, are so idealistic and dedicated. Itâs the best time of life in many ways. One of the reasons I offer this course is to learn from you. All of that creativity is an inspiration.â
âWell, I really put a lot of thought into it,â she gushed. âMy project has to do with the corporate manipulation and appropriation of the global food supply, which forces millions into poverty and submissiveness.â
âVery impressive.â Littlejohn drew a deep breath. Something told him this was going to be one of those projects. Every couple of years one cropped up and things could get really hairy. He reminded himself to be careful.
âThings started out well,â Alison explained. âThen they took an unexpected turn. On the whole, I think itâs really a good thing. But it turned out to be much, much bigger than I expected. Now, to really get the full impact, I need some help. We have to get the word out . Itâs so frustrating â¦!â
Littlejohn might have been confused by all these generalities if he had been listening more carefully, but he assumed he knew where she was headed. âItâs very difficult to get work published these days. Even for faculty, it can be a challenge. Undergraduate work ⦠I have to advise you not to get your expectations up. You have your whole career in front of you.â
Alison tossed her head. âItâs nothing like that. This isnât just research. Itâs something newsworthy. But it has to be handled just right, because I donât want to get mixed up with the police.â
âI see.â Littlejohn started to feel his blood pressure go up. Another naive kid, thinking she could change the world all by herself. It seemed they were always coming to him for validation. Lucky for them, he had plenty of experience: He knew how to let them down easy without squashing their ideals. âThe police, huh? That sounds a little bit complicated for an undergraduate assignment.â He smiled at Alison in a particular way when he said âcomplicatedâ to suggest that he recognized and appreciated her effortâin spite of what he was about to tell her.
Alison looked down at her fingers, which she was interweaving nervously in her lap. A good sign. Littlejohn continued, âDonât you remember the caveats on the project handout? I can give you another copy if you need one.â
Alisonâs face started to turn red with frustration. Why wasnât Professor Littlejohn being more encouraging? âLike I told you, things escalated in a way that I didnât expect ⦠I wasnât planning to do anything illegal. Except maybe trespassing. And a little bit of vandalism.â
âHold it right there,â said Littlejohn. He stood up and started to pace the room. He needed to phrase this delicately. âIt sounds to me like youâve committed a