drops to the ground. It must be twenty feet or more. He lands on both feet, his knees slightly bent. Like itâs nothing to jump out of a tree and land on your feet and not break every bone in your legs.
âHiya, Raul,â he says.
All the hairs stand up on the back of my neck. Hisvoice sounds like the voice of a bad guy in a movie. Friendly, but like he wants to hurt you.
âYou headinâ down to meet your dad?â he asks.
My chest feels empty and my head is too full to think.
âItâs funny how he never comes to the door like the other parents,â he says.
I shrug.
âYou ever hear of natural law? Itâs the way of the woods. Big things chase little things chase littler things,â he says. âYouâre not safe alone. Not in these woods.â
You know how sometimes you get a tiny voice whispering to you to get out of a bad situation? Right about now my tiny voice gets a megaphone. Get away from this guy.
I start walking again. Quickly. But something in me thinks that if I run, heâll chase.
He follows along, a step behind me.
We pass the point where I usually duck into the woods and head toward the lighthouse. Every step I take, my stomach feels emptier, my hands wetter, my pulse quicker.
Why wonât he go away? I donât want to miss sunset. The secret only happens at sunset. Will it work if I get there after? If I miss a weekend, will it work the next one?
Hereâs the problem with magic. What if itâs like baking bread? Cook Patsy told me that flour, water,sugar, salt, and yeast will only make bread if you use the exact right amounts and the exact right temperatures. What if the magic of White Deer Woods only works when every step is exactly right?
We can see the highway. I donât know what to do. Will he wait for my dad with me? When my dad doesnât come, will he make me go back to school? Will he make me climb the rope and run lines in the gym all weekend and drink protein shakes that taste like barf and chalk?
The wind comes down the hill from the water behind us. My nose twitches. Thereâs a bad smell somewhere in it. On top of the smell of pine needles thereâs a kitty litter reptile smell I know from somewhere.
When I look back, Tuffman is staring at me.
âYou worried about that coyote living in the Blackout Tunnel?â he asks.
Bingo. Itâs the Blackout Tunnel smell. For a second I feel relieved, like you do when you figure something out. Then it terrifies me. Because it means his nose is as sharp as mine.
âThe area has too many predators already, doesnât it?â he asks. âIâm curious, Raul.â He takes a long stride and then swings around and stops in front of me. âIâm curious,â he repeats. âDean Swift tells all the teachers that youâre the expert on White Deer Woods.â
Dean Swift talks about me to the teachers?
âTell me, Raul.â
The proud feeling shrivels up. I donât like how he keeps saying my name.
âTell me about the woods. What kinds of predators have you come across out there, Raul?â
Tuffmanâs eyes are so intense, they paralyze me. For a second I donât see anything but the yellow rings around his pupils.
I feel like I have to answer his question.
He stares at me. âAnything bigger than a coyote out there, Raul?â
I open my mouth. The secret is about to fall out.
We both hear the engine coming down the hill at the same time. My mouth shuts. Tuffman glances back over his shoulder.
When he looks away from me, I blink. Iâve been keeping this secret for a year. Did I almost tell it to Tuffman just now? I cross my arms over my chest. Iâm cold.
He turns back to me. âYou should stay out of the Blackout Tunnel, Raul.â
I nod. Iâm trying not to look at him, but when he says my name I canât help it.
âCoyoteâd make a meal of a loner like you. I guarantee it. You go back to
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