trick,â he said, lifting a bony hand to the air beside her head. âI know how to listen.â
He snapped his fingers next to her bad ear. Kate went for the gun, but Sloan got there first. âUh-uh,â he warned, waving it side to side. âPlay nice.â
Kate held up her hands, and took a step back. âWho knows,â said Sloan, twirling the weapon. âIf you behave, maybe Harker will finally claim you, too.â
August felt like hell.
Every one of his four hundred and eighteen tally marks was humming faintly by the time he slumped into the subway seat and closed his eyes. His pulse pounded in his head along with the steady, distant sound of gunshots. He tried not to think about it, but it was like trying not to scratch an itch.
âHow could you?â snapped a woman across the aisle. She was standing over a man reading a tablet. When he didnât look up she slammed her hand down on the screen. â Look at me .â
âDammit, Leslie.â
âI work with her!â
âDo you really want to do this right now?â he growled. âFine, letâs make a scorecard.â
âYou are such an ass.â
âThere was Eric, and Harry, and Joe, but are wecounting the ones who didnât want youââ
She slapped him, hardâthe sound was a crack in the subway car, a bang in Augustâs skull. Heads turned toward the fight. He swallowed hard. His influence was spreading, radiating off of him like heat. Two seats down, a man began to sob. âItâs all my fault, all my fault, I never meant to do it. . . .â
âYou really are a bitch .â
âIt wasnât worth it.â
âI should have left.â
âItâs all my fault.â
The noise in the subway car grew louder, and August gripped the seat, knuckles white, and counted the stops until the Seam.
âYou okay?â asked Paris when he reached her apartment. She had that extra sense, the one that knew when things werenât right.
âIâm alive,â he said, swapping the blazer back for his FTF jacket.
She reached out, brought a hand to his cheek. âYouâre warm.â
His bones were heating up, his skin stretched too tight over them. âI know.â
The cellar downstairs felt blissfully cool and dark, and part of him just wanted to lie down on the damp floor and close his eyes, but he kept going, through thetunnel and into the building on the other side, up, and out, and four blocks south through the broken streets to home. In the elevator he found his reflection, and did his best to smooth his hair, compose his features. He looked peaked, but otherwise, the sickness wasnât showing yet.
Henry was waiting for him in the Tower. âAugust?â he chided. âYou were supposed to text when you left school.â
âSorry,â he mumbled.
âAre you okay?â
God, he hated that question.
âIâll be fine,â he managed. It wasnât a lie. He would be fine, eventually.
âYou donât look fine,â challenged Henry.
âLong day,â he muttered through clenched teeth.
Henry sighed. âWell, perk up. Emilyâs making a nice dinner tonight to celebrate your first day.â
âThatâs ridiculous,â he said. âThree of us donât even eat.â
âHumor her.â
August rubbed his eyes. âIâm going to take a shower.â
He left the lights off in the bathroom, peeling the uniform away in the dark. The water came on cold, but he didnât turn it up. He stepped in, and gasped as it hit his bare skin, shivering under the icy stream. He stayed until his bones stopped hurting, until the cold loosened the fire in his chest and he didnât feel like hewas swallowing smoke with every breath. He leaned his forehead against the shower wall. Youâre okay, youâre okay, youâre okay.
By the time he got out of the shower, the sun had gone
Roland Green, John F. Carr