holding her so tight that she knew he hated separating as much as she did. âSo this is what Shakespeare meant by âsuch sweet sorrow,ââ she said. Though neither had spoken of love, she had fallen for Ben. His embrace told her he felt the same about her.
Only moments after Ben and his friends pulled away from the camp, Will rumbled up in his truck. Elisabeth was glad to see him. She only wished he were more forthcoming; he could be a quality friend. He loaded her stuff and opened her door, helping her in. It was as if she had grabbed a tree branch. She was amazed at the strength and size of his hands. He had to have died a thousand deaths, she thought, to let her touch him. As he climbed behind the wheel he avoided her gaze and did not return her smile.
âI really appreciate this, Will,â she said.
âYouâre welcome,â he said, wrestling with the gearshift. âGood summer?â
She told him how challenging and yet beneficial it had been, but she said nothing about Ben. âAnd what about you?â she said. âHowâs your work going? Your mother? The rest of the family?â
âGood. Sheâs okay. Weâre all living together now, you know, Ma and me and my married sisters and their families. Taking in boarders too. Everybodyâs busy.â
It was the most he had said in one burst since sheâd known him. She tried to engage him further, but he would only answer questions, not offer more. Tired of the effort and full of fresh memories of Ben, Elisabeth looked out the window as if studying the sunset, deciding not to turn back unless Will said something.
After about fifteen miles of silence, she jumped and turned when he spoke. âJust basically been working,â he said.
He was staring at the road. âHave you?â she said. They had been through this. Everybody was fine and he was working more than ever. She had told him she had always admired that about him. Maybe he wanted to hear that again.
âYep,â he said. âSeems like itâs all I do. Work. âCourse weâve still got senior year.â
It was the first conversation he had initiated with her in more than ten years. She had to reward it. âYes,â she said. âIâll be glad when thatâs over. Wonât you?â
âI sure will. I was hoping maybe we could get married then.â
Her eyes grew wide. âYouâre getting married?â
Will looked left, then back to the front, still avoiding her eyes. âI was hoping.â
âWhoâs the lucky girl? Someone I know?â
He pursed his lips and shook his head.
âI know,â she said. âThat Burke girl, the redhead?â
âI wish you wouldnât do that, Elspeth,â he said, clearly angry.
She hadnât seen this side of him but was delighted he was asserting himself. âIâm sorry, Will, but this is exciting. I donât mean to make a game of it. Just tell me.â
âIs that your answer?â he said, his voice flat and hard.
âMy answer?â
âIs that how you turn me down?â
A chill washed over her. âOh, Will, Iâm so sorry. I wasnât sporting with you. I didnât realize what you were saying. Please forgive me.â
âOkay, but then will you?â
âOh, Will.â
Elisabeth wished he would pull over so they could talk face to face. But he was on paved road now and they seemed to be flying. She couldnât imagine what he must have gone through to broach the subject.
âIâve been praying about it,â he said, sounding encouraged. âI believe itâs what God wants for us.â
Elisabeth sighed. Why did this have to happen? The day she committed the rest of her life to God, she learned her father was dying. Now the day she knew she was in love with Ben Phillips, Will Bishop announced his intentions.
âWill, Iâm flattered. And you must know Iâm very