nice.
Odd, but the Tom Gates she knew seemed perfectly nice.
Releasing a breath, she put her head against the back of the chair and closed her eyes. She remembered those articles in detail. Thomas Gates was reputed to be callous and conceited, but she hadnât seen either trait in him, and as for being the womanizer the articles implied, he hadnât womanized in Panama. He hadnât come on to her as had other men in the diner, hadnât leered or teased or touched her in inappropriate ways.
Footsteps came from the hall, and suddenly he was there. Thinking she might have imagined him, she blinked, but he remained.
She hadnât wished him there. She was being careful not to make wishes accidentally. But she was inordinately pleased that heâd come.
âHi,â he said. Backlit as he was, she couldnât see his face, but his voice was gentle, smiling.
Her heart beat a little faster. She smiled back. âHi.â
âWalk all the way down here yourself?â
âUh-huh.â Dryly, she added, âIt took everything I had.â
He made a show of looking around. âNo more IV. Thatâs progress.â
âUh-huh. I had solid food for dinner. Chicken.â
âBet it wasnât as good as Flashâs.â
âNo. But thatâs okay. I was full after two bites.â She felt revived now that he had come. âWant to turn on a light?â
âNot if you prefer the dark.â
âI donât.â
He slipped a hand under the shade of a nearby lamp. The soft light that filled the room made him real, in an unreal sort of way. He was gorgeous, with his tousled hair and his athleteâs build, and he was there.
âI didnât think you were coming,â she said.
âI promised I would. You just slept through the promise.â
No. She had heard. Then she had wondered if she had simply dreamed it up because she wanted it so much. âI thought you might go home and think about it and decide I was loony.â
âIf you are, then so are a hell of a lot of other people.â He lowered a leather knapsack from his shoulder at the same time that he lowered himself to a chair. The knapsack settled on the floor between his knees. He unstrapped the top and pulled out a folder that was a solid inch thick. âPrintouts from my computer. Theyâre personal accounts of other people who have experienced what you did.â
Breeâs heart beat even faster than before. She looked from the folder to Tom and back. She didnât know whether to be more pleased that there were others like her or that Tom had made the effort of seeking them out.
The first took precedence. Taking the folder from him, she put it on her lap and covered it with a proprietary hand. Cautiously, she asked, âDid you read them?â
âEvery one.â
âWhat do they say?â
âMuch of what you do,â he answered gently. He had his elbows on his thighs. His hands dangled between. âAn accident or a medical crisis occurs. The victim is conscious of leaving his body, rising up above it, and looking back down. Sometimes it happens at the scene of the accident, sometimes in an operating room. He sees people working on him, hears their voices. Then thereâs the light. Itâs always very bright. Itâs always benevolent. It conveys a sense of well-being. It speaks without actually talking.â
âIt did,â Bree breathed, delighted. She hadnât realized how alone she had felt until she suddenly felt less so. âWhat else?â She put her fingertips together in front of her mouth and tried to contain her excitement.
âThereâs a lot of the same uncertainty that you feel. The person knows heâs had an out-of-body experience, but heâs still not sure.â
âExactly.â
âHe knows people donât believe him, but he canât forget what happened. Heâs afraid to talk about it. Some