from beneath his shaggy eyebrows.
âRECONPAN has nothing whatsoever to do with me. It was a Research Committee decision to fund it. Iâm not responsible.â
âNo, thatâs right, I am.â
âIâm sorry, Johann.â Queghan got up and paced about. âItâs just that the bloody woman wouldnât even meet me halfway. I donât know whatâs going on, I just have this instinctive feeling that something somewhere is wrong. But how do you explain that to a hardliner? DeGrenier wonât accept anything unless itâs in black and white on a cyberthetic print-out.â
His annoyance, Karve realized, had deeper roots than Queghan was prepared to admit. Perhaps he felt guilty. The Director said casually:
âI donât suppose you looked into her mind.â
Queghan carried on pacing. Finally he did say, âIt wasnâtintentional, maybe for a moment or two.â He wouldnât meet Karveâs eye. âShe wouldnât realize, Johann. Probably feel uncomfortable and then forget all about it. Itâs second nature with me, you know that.â
âHardliners are suspicious of mythographers as it is without you poking around in their heads. And Pouline deGrenier isnât a fool, sheâd guess what you were up to.â
Queghan paced. He was tall and rangy but there was an abundance of nervous energy that his body couldnât contain. Karve knew that the physical activity was simply a displacement of intellectual frustration. Queghan was stuck for a direction and the signposts were either misleading or nonexistent.
âDid you read the CENTiNEL report?â asked the Director.
âYes.â
âOdd, isnât it?â
âIâd hardly describe the disintegration of spacetime as âoddâ.â
âYouâre being churlish again.â
âItâs the mood Iâm in.â
âHave we got it wrong, do you suppose? Is there another interpretation â a simple one â weâve overlooked?â
âWeâre assuming the data are correct.â
âTheyâve been verified by cyberthetic analysis.â
âAs far as we know the rate of decay of mu-mesons has never altered. We know â we thought we knew â how they behaved, and now all at once we observe a series of particle interactions which donât fit the pattern,â Queghan sat down. âYour guess is as good as mine.â
âFor heavenâs sake, donât say that.â Karve gave a wan smile. âMy guesses arenât worth two a penny at present.â He puffed some more smoke into the air. âIf we go right back to the earliest phase, the time of the primeval atom, we know that there must have been an equivalent number of anti-protons and anti-neutrons in existence to complement the positively-charged particlesââ
âQuantum theory tells us so but we donât know it for a fact. There was nobody around at the time to collect samples.â
âWe have to have a premise of some kind,â Karve said, notunreasonably. âWe didnât at one time believe in the existence of Temporal Flux Centres and now we find them throughout the universe. As the only man on the fourteen Colonized States to have been inside one I should have thought youâd grant me the courtesy of an accepted hypothesis.â
Queghan said, âThe thought in your mind is that Iâm being churlish again.â
âYes.â
âYouâre right, I am, carry on.â
âSo we have anti-particles. We also have White Holes, as complementary companions to Temporal Flux Centres; and we mustnât forget your particular favourites, the mythical anti-quark family.â
âTheyâd never forgive you if you left them out.â
âI wouldnât dream of it. Now as far as we know all anti-particles are existing in minus time, which is the mirror-image of the spatio-temporal