Larry.â
âYes, maâam, I sâpose they are at that.â
âIâm sure it will come as a surprise, but I am leaving every dime to the church missionary fund.â
âNow donât you go talkinâ about no dyinâ, maâam.â
The old lady sighed. âLarry, I am not fooling anyone. I havenât many sunrises left.â Her voice suddenly turned tired and melancholy. âMy friends are nearly all gone now. Itâs lonely here, Larry. I feel asif I am just waiting around.â She leaned forward, shaking a willowy finger for emphasis. âLeave when they still want you, Rodney used to say.â She looked down at the floor and her eyes blinked slowly. âI have stayed too long.â
Lawrence could not help but feel sympathy for the old woman. âDonât no one know their time, Miss Maud. But it stops for all of us. Be right shore âbout that.â
She looked up. âYou know, Larry, I enjoy our little visits. They are the sunshine of my week. When I go, I have a mind to leave you something.â The idea brightened her face. âYes. That rose-gold timepiece you think so much of.â
âMaâam, I canât go takinâ no timepieces.â
âIt is a very special timepiece. It should go to someone who will appreciate it. I am sure it will cause a commotion, giving a piece of the family inheritance to a Negro, but I do not care. It feels kind of nice to becontroversial at my age. I am going to have it written in my will.â
âHow âbout your nephew?â
The woman humphed. âDamn fool. Heâd pawn it for liquor a half hour after it fell into his idle hands. Not another word, Larry, you must have it. I insist.â
âSâpose Iâd rather have your company, maâam.â
She smiled sadly and patted his hand. âThat is not our choice, Larry. To be sure, I have not felt too well of late.â She again produced the handkerchief from her purse and dabbed her cheeks. âI will be going now, Larry,â she said feebly.
Lawrence rose first and helped the woman to her feet, handing her the ebony cane.
âThank you, Larry.â
âYouâre welcome, maâam.â Lawrence opened the door and gestured to the boy, who took the widowâs arm and helped her back to her carriage.
âIt is a question worthy of the philosophersâdo we have dreams or do dreams have us? Myself, I do not believe in the mystical or prophetic nature of dreams. But I may be mistaken.â
David Parkinâs Diary. March 17, 1912
Two hours before sunrise, MaryAnne woke with a start and began sobbing heavily into the mattress. She was having difficulty catching her breath. David sat up alarmed. âWhat is it, MaryAnne?â
âOh, David!â she exclaimed. âIt all seemed so real! So horribly real!â
âWhat, Mary?â
She buried her head into his chest and began to cry. âI had the most awful dream.â
David put his arms around her.
âI dreamt I was in bed nursing Andrea when an angel came in through the window,took her from my breast, then flew out with her.â
David pulled her tight. âIt was only a dream, Mary.â
She wiped the tears from her face with the sleeve of her gown. âI must see her.â
âI will go,â David said. He climbed out of bed and walked the length of the hall to the nursery. Andrea lay motionless, her cheek painted in moonlit strokes. She suddenly rolled over to her side and David exhaled in relief. He quickly returned to the bedroom. âShe is fine. She is sleeping fine.â He wearily climbed back into the bed.
âDo you think it meant something?â MaryAnne asked.
âI donât think so. We always dream our greatest fears,â David said reassuringly.
MaryAnne sniffed. âIâm sorry I woke you.â
He kissed her forehead, then lay backwith his arm around her and pulled her