child was concerned, would incurâ¦? Did it include standing united with Adam in an effort not to alienate the babyâs grandfather from the man who had been his best friend for the last twenty years? Did it include marrying Adam to avoid all that?
She still didnât have the answer to that!
She spoke again, sounding resigned. âYou donât want to marry me, Adamââ
âI donât think what I wantâor, indeed, what you want, either!âis of particular importance at this moment,â he shot back, releasing her abruptly to walk determinedly to the other end of the terrace.
Andie swallowed hard, his words having put a chill into her heart. âIt isnâtâ¦?â
âNo,â he told her firmly, a nerve pulsing in the tightness of his jaw. âWe have to think of the babyââ
âAnd you think I havenât been?â she cut in angrily, a flush to her cheeks now. âHow dare you?â she accused resentfully. âWhy else would I have given up a job that I love doing, if it werenât because itâs safer for the baby if I donât work? Why else would Iâ?â
âAndie, I wasnât implyingââ
âYes, you were, damn you!â There was something to be said for the emotion of anger. It precluded any othersâsuch as love!âfrom surfacing. âAnd you have no right! Youââ
âAndie, I didnât come here to fight with you,â Adam interrupted, eyes glittering silver as he glared across the terrace at her.
âThen why did you come?â Her head went back challengingly.
He gave a heavy sigh. âIâve already told youâI came here to ask you, to plead with you if necessary,â he added hardly, âto consider marrying me.â
How it pained him to have to say it! What sort of marriage would it be, could it be, when it wasnât what either of them really wanted?
Her chin rose proudly. âIâve considered it, Adam, andââ
âConsider it again!â he advised harshly. âAnd this time think of it from another angle but your own!â he continued scathingly, hands clenched at his sides nowâas if he might strangle her if he didnâtâ¦?
She had been considering every angle since the moment she had decided, a month ago, that she loved this baby above everything else; her childâs wants and needs were of paramount importance to her now. But she wasnât sure that having parents who didnât love each other was the best thing for her babyâ¦
She gave Adam a narrow-eyed look. âHow can you be absolutely positive this baby is yours, Adam?â
His mouth twisted mockingly. âIâm sure, Andie.â
âI donât see howââ
âI doubt that experience with me was enough to send you out on a life of bed-hopping conquests,â Adam declared. âAnd if it wasnâtâ! You were a virgin that night, Andie,â he stated flatly. âOr did you think my life was so debauched I wouldnât recognise a virgin if I met one?â
Andie swallowed hard, turning away, heated colour in her cheeks now. He hadnât said anything at the timeâshe had thoughtâ
She had spent the last few years of her life living and working amongst a casual permissiveness that simply hadnât appealed to her. Maybe that was because sheâd already been in love with Adam, and no other man would do for her; she simply didnât know. But he was right; she had been a virgin that night three months agoâ¦
âYouâre right.â She sighed defeatedly, not wanting to continue discussing the subject of her virginityâor lack of it now! âIt is your child.â
âI never doubted it,â he bit out forcefully.
âWhat sort of marriage are you offering me, Adam?â she asked levelly, giving no indication that what he said in the next few minutes could be the deciding