The car runs pretty tight, but only a death grip on the wheel keeps me from spinning out of control. Iâm banking dangerously close to the wall and itâs time to start praying.
Please. Please. Hold on. Yes.
My tires squeal but valiantly grip the track. Iâve managed to keep it together and make the next straightaway. My heart pounds and this glorious feeling builds and expands, radiating from the fist-sized knot in my core, until Iâm as weightless as laughter. I smile, because this is what I was made for. This moment. Right or wrong, this is my inheritance.
Two last white-knuckle turns and I brake hard near the front stretch, engineering a series of hard jolt pirouettes across the blacktop. I spin and spin, but Iâm anything but out of control. This is my victory dance.
At the finish line, I skid to a rubber-melting stop. The crew runs out onto the track.
Gil says nothingâI know heâs sizing me up and weighing the cost of my reckless speed. Bear and Goose look completely horrified, but I can tell Cash is on my side.
âVanguard?â Cash says. âThat was hot.â
âSeem to know your way around a track,â Gil adds.
Once the engine dies, I punch the six-point release, peel myself off the seat, and slide out of the rig. âRuns great. Spring rate is a little off. Iâm tough on tires, so adjust the camber. Thatâs about it.â
I walk off the track. I donât have to lookâI can hear the sound of their jaws dropping.
After we drive back to Benroyalâs high-rise, I expect Auguste to drop us off, but he takes the elevator up with us. âYou tucking us in tonight?â I tease him.
âNo, no,â he says. âThe fitting. I take no chances. I must make sure the couturi ères are precise.â
Iâm not sure about courti-whatsits, but fitting is definitely an ominous word. I donât like the sound of this at all. Maybe theyâre just measuring me for my crew gear? Thatâs what I tell myself, until I catch Bearâs uncomfortable foot-to-foot shuffle. Something is up, and he knows it.
âIâm sure Phee is going to love this,â Cash says. âAll the dresses and stylists. The shoes. And the hair extensions. Just think of all the super-fun possibilities.â
I am no oneâs dress-up doll. I turn on Auguste, my manager/white-trouser-wearing yacht captain. âWhat?!â
Goose rolls his eyes and waves Cash off. âPay no attention to him, he is joking.â
âGood. He better be,â I say. Iâm so worn out from our whirlwind day at Racing HQ, I donât appreciate the heart attack.
âDonât be absurd,â Auguste chides. âYou wonât meet the hair stylists until tomorrow.â
In my apartment, someone has tidied up. All traces of last nightâs brawl are gone. The broken table has been replaced and the breakfast dishes I left out have been washed and put away. It seems my corporate prison term includes maid service.
Honestly, at this point, I donât really care who was here, messing with my stuff. Iâm more concerned with who is here, messing with me now. Iâm ready to tell everyone good night and good riddance. Of course, Auguste will have none of it. Every time I protest, he threatens to schedule additional fittings, and just this one is horrifying enough.
Maybe it wouldnât be so bad if there werenât so many people eyeballing me. Including CashâI cannot get him to leave. When he and Bear arenât exchanging threatening looks, heâs gushing with running commentary on each and every outfit the stylists throw at me. At least, I think these two vultures are stylists. For all I know, Phillip, the man in the purple suit, is really the devil and Bijan, the fabric- swatch-bearing bimbo at his side, is his favorite harpy.
I stand here, and I canât help staring at the creamy throw rug covered with a lifetimeâs worth of