irritated expression on her face. Great. He was screwing things up at every turn.
He ran both of his hands over his face and strode to the windows while Maddy took her call. Something about an appointment tomorrow and scheduling or rescheduling. The woman even worked on Sundays. Did she ever stop and breathe, or even take a moment to enjoy in the view from her own apartment? He pulled aside the drapes with one hand and looked out. The city was beautiful from up here. The windows overlooked the West Side and gave a partial view of Central Park.
Yup. It was easy as hell for her to hide up here, and why wouldnât she? Had anyone tried to stop her? Ronan glanced over his shoulder at her. The flush from their encounter still lingered on her cheeks, and in that moment, he decided enough was enough. Sheâd had the opportunity to grieve and regroupâplenty of itâbut it was time to change things up.
When Maddy ended her call, silence filled the spacious apartment, and neither of them moved or said anything for a couple of minutes. The air was swollen with unspoken apologies and all the reasons why they shouldnât do what they had been doing.
âThe wedding is coming up soon,â Maddy said quietly. âIâm leaving for Old Brookfield about a week before, so I can help Jordan with the maid-of-honor stuff. And all that.â
âRight.â Ronan let the curtain drop, settled his hands on his hips, and nodded but didnât turn around. âMe too. Best man.â He glanced over his shoulder at her and smiled. âAnd all that.â
They locked gazes, and to his great relief, they both burst into laughter at the same moment. The tension between them eased, slowly and steadily but not completely.
âIâm sorry,â Maddy said, her laughter fading. âThis isâ¦awkward. Iâm not good at this. I never was and, well, Iâm out of practice.â
âThen we need to change that.â Ronan pointed at her and grinned. âSo, practice it is.â
âWhat are you talking about?â Her eyes narrowed as he strode slowly toward her. âWhat kind of practice?â
âYouâre the maid of honor and Iâm the best man. Right?â
âRightâ¦â she said slowly.
âAre you bringing a date to the wedding?â
âA date?â Maddy blinked. âNo.â
âMe neither.â He shrugged. âWe can be each otherâs dates. As best man and maid of honor we kind of are anyway, but we wouldnât want to be selfish.â
âWhat are you talking about?â she said through a laugh. He could feel her watching him as he strolled around the couch toward the front hall. âHow exactly would we be being selfish?â
âCome on, woman. Think about it.â He picked up Bowserâs leash off the sofa table and snapped his fingers. The dog stretched, yawned, and rose to his feet before trotting over to Ronan. âWe canât have our first date be at Gav and Jordanâs rehearsal dinner or wedding. Now that would be awkward.â
âOh really?â Maddy sat up and rested one arm along the back of the couch. âThen what do you propose?â
âIâm not proposing yet.â He hooked Bowserâs leash onto his collar. âDonât you think that we should date for a little while first?â
Maddy stared at him as though she couldnât figure out how much of what heâd just said was meant to be funny, and what was serious. The truth was, he didnât know what the percentages were on that either.
âYou and me. A real date right here in New York City.â
Maddy nibbled her lower lip and fiddled with the edge of the cushion as though weighing her options. Ronan played it cool on the surface, but his heart was thundering in his chest like a damn drum. What if she said no?
After what felt like forever, she finally spoke. âOkay.â
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