my life slaving away in that bakery? That Iâd be happy doing it?
Chewing angrily on my toast, I give him the evil eye.
He sits there, all oblivious, turning pages.
Who is this person?
I find myself thinking back to the first time I met Aidan. It was the summer I turned twelve. Mom sat me down at the kitchen table. Told me how sheâd run into an old friend at the Co-op, someone sheâd known from high school. Heâd moved away years ago, and now he was back. Widowed. With a fourteen-year-old son. They came that night for supper. Aidan sat across from me at the table. I spent the entire meal glaring at my plate. We mumbled a few words to each other, but that was about it.
Mom and Vince got married three months later, that Thanksgiving Day weekend. We became a family. Sort of.
âHere. Do you still like to do the Word Jumble?â Aidan holds out a section of the paper.
Iâm lost in thought. âWhat?â
âThe Word Jumble. Donât tell me youâve forgotten how we used to fight over the puzzle page. My thumbâs never been the same since that time you sprained it.â
âRight. That.â I grin and take the paper.
I fold it and fold it again so only the part with the Jumble shows, and slide it under the edge of my plate. Vince didnât like anyone touching his paper, let alone writing in it, especially if he hadnât read it yet. It only took us one time, one screaming match, one grounding, to figure that out. So Aidan and I would wait till we were sure he was done and then weâd race from wherever to see who could get to it first. That turned into more of a game than the actual Jumble.
I feel Aidanâs eyes on me.
âI lied,â he says. âAbout how I met Marla.â
âOh. So how did you meet her?â Under the table I cross my fingers, hoping he tells me the truth.
He takes his time answering. âI, um ⦠I met her in the hospital.â He pauses again. âIn the psychiatric ward.â
I decide not to react, in case it scares him off or something, and makes him stop talking.
âVince,â he continues. âHe told Dr. Fraser a bunch of lies. Got him to sign some paper. Then he drove me straight to Halifax, dumped me in the hospital, and left me there. For observation ,â he adds.
Another puzzle piece slides into place. âThatâs why you were gone when I got back from camp. Why you never said goodbye.â
âDidnât really get a chance,â he says bitterly.
âThey told me you just ⦠left. That things got so bad between you and Vince, you thought it would be best for everyone to leave.â
âWell. Some of thatâs true.â
âAnd then there was the shed ⦠all your stuff ⦠burned. Gone.â
He shuts his eyes like the memory hurts.
âI kept waiting for you to email, or write, tell me what happened,â I say. âBut I never heard a word.â
âI thought about it. But I knew Vince would intercept anything. I almost called Caroline, to go through her. Then I figured maybe I should just leave it alone. If I tried to make contact and he found out, youâd be the one heâd take his anger out on. Better to have you be pissed at me than have him pissed at you.â
I feel guilty. Iâve been so mad, confused, and hurt for so long, and here he was looking out for me. Itâs what we used to do for each other. âI should have known it was something â¦â
Pushing himself back from the table, he clears his throat. âItâs all over with now.â
âThe shed,â I say. âThey told me you burned it down.â
âDo you think I burned it down?â
I tell him the truth. âI donât know. I wasnât there.â
Aidan opens his mouth as if to say something but then leaves the kitchen without a word.
CHAPTER 13
I canât focus. Iâve screwed up two lattes already and that was in the
Jennifer McCartney, Lisa Maggiore