instant relief. My stomach is no longer queasy and everything is okay, even the fact that Iâm a Peeping Tom and totally unworthy of her.
She reminds me of Daisy at that moment, so I respond the way Fitzgerald would have written it in Gatsby . âThe whole school is desolate. They were planning to paint their notebooks black until you returned.â
She removes her hand. My skin tingles at the memory of her touch.
Halle scrunches up her nose. âYouâre kind of odd sometimes, Baxter.â
I flash a blank look back. Did she see me peeking in her window yesterday?
Then her eyes turn playful. âWant to go out to lunch with me?â
âWe have different lunch periods. I have second and you have third.â
âAnd your point is?â
âYou want me to â¦?â
âSkip.â The word rolls off her tongue like a challenge.
I let out a nervous laugh.
âDonât tell me youâve never skipped before.â
I think back to my days with Coyote. A private tutor is best left unmentioned. âI was homeschooled for the last three years,â I say instead. âItâs hard to skip there.â
She shakes her head. âSee what youâve missed? Itâs absolutely expected in high school. What classes do you have after lunch?â
âPhys Ed and Lit.â
Mrs. Ball makes a shushing sound as she writes on the board. Halle sits down and murmurs, âEveryone skips Phys Ed. And you can definitely skip Shawâs class. Meet me in the south parking lot at twelve-thirty.â
Like a gypsy whoâs satisfied with the spell sheâs cast, Halle opens her book and doesnât so much as glance my way the rest of the period. I spend the entire morning in a nervous rush, weighing the consequences of skipping. But the debate going on in my head isnât a fair one. Iâm going to skip; I canât deny the pull Halle has on me. If it was anyone but her I wouldnât do it. Iâm too much of a wimp.
But there are other things to consider. Mom, if she finds out. My teachers, who already think Iâm a slacker because I barely take notes, and even though Iâm getting better grades, Iâm still careful not to ace my quizzes. And thereâs the concern that Halle and her friends are a bit on the extreme side. Eddie seems like a hothead, and if Halle really smashed in a pop machine in junior high, whatâs to say that smashing down a taconite-plant fence wonât soon follow? I was released by the police because I ratted out Dink and I was only twelve years old. But I donât need unnecessary attention.
At 12:28 I stand outside the door and lean against a brick wall warmed by the sun, trying to look like Iâm waiting for a ride, like Iâm supposed to be here. Iâve never cut class before, and never had a girl invite me to lunch, either. Two firsts. Iâm not sure how to act. Is this a date? Should I pay? I only have ten dollars on me.
Halle bursts out the door with a bright smile on her face, as if skipping school is the best thing in the world. She looks at me and clicks her tongue. âIf it will make you feel better, weâll talk about Gatsby during lunch. Then you wonât feel so guilty.â
âIs it that obvious?â
âCompletely,â she says and her voice sparks of glee. âCome on.â She pulls me up a grassy hill toward a street leading downtown. I donât know where weâre going but I donât really care. Carefree . The word flits through my mind, making a new connection.
âWere you sick yesterday?â I ask.
She shakes her head. âSick, tired, burned out. I know; itâs only the second week of school.â
âWhy do you hate school so much?â
âI donât hate it. Iâm just not all that into it. When I was a little girl I was so excited to go to kindergarten. I thought it was going to be this great adventure Iâd heard my sister