bodega I told her to meet me at. But that was all. I knew Nelly was hanging with Tonya’s cousin but I told Tonya not go overboard with my cousin. Now my cousin is locked up. Why she couldn’t do the job herself? Come to think of it, Tonya doesn’t do anything herself. This bitch has goons for everything. But you’re ugly and busted. The whole neighborhood had been inside of you. Bitch, you don’t have walls. But this bitch keeps getting money. She keeps robbing somebody.
Chapter 9
Vicious
Roc and I made plans to spend the day together. When he picked me up, he drove to an unfamiliar house. I assumed it was his. If it is, it’s very nice. It’s elegant and in a quiet, well-kept gated community but I didn’t want to be in a house. I wanted to go shopping. I wanted to spend his money. You know I am thinking like a bad girl, isn’t that what they do? Spend men’s money? Did it bother me that Roc is Kassidy’s dude? I’m being a bad girl. I just want his money. The sex part is not really my thing. If it happens then it happens. I see in this lifestyle; you cannot have feelings because they not going have feelings for you. Back to this house. The house is very immaculate. It had a burgundy brick surrounding the exterior structure, two garages with three cars parked in the driveway. The gardening was filled with flowers, plants, vegetation, and blossoms. Nice.
“Is this your house?” I asked as he parked in front of the house.
“One of them,” He said.
“What are we doing here? I thought we were going to the mall?” I asked him.
“Look, Vicious, just chill. I’ll be right back,” he said getting out. I stayed in the car as time went by. Thirty minutes went by and he still has not returned. I grew impatient.
“What is he doing?” I asked myself. It takes an hour to do what? I took it upon myself to find out. I got out of his car and went in the house.
When I walked in I walked around to see if he was anywhere. I didn’t see him downstairs. I decided to go upstairs. On my way upstairs I heard a girl screaming from the top of her lungs. So he‘s getting coochie while I’m sitting in his car. I walked into the room and saw Kassidy on top off Roc. He saw me and so did she. Tell me why I can do better and she supposedly the experienced one. She’s not even riding him right.
“Didn’t I tell you to stay in the car?” he asked still fucking her. But no, you said you’ll be right back and been gone for almost an hour. I could have stayed in the house. He could have picked me up after this. He didn’t want to do that. He wanted to pick me up and on the way to the mall, make a pit stop to fuck her. Kassidy turned around and started laughing. I didn’t have anything to do, so I stood there. Figured I’d watch this fake ass porno.
“Umm, can you go back downstairs until we are finished?” she asked and I did. What else was I to do? Who can I call? Everyone had their own agenda for the day. Instead of Roc coming downstairs, Kassidy came. I wasn’t embarrassed to be here. Or should I be? No, I was being a bad girl. She didn’t speak. She walked passed and went into the kitchen. Afterwards Roc came downstairs. He didn’t say anything, he just left. What the hell? What just happened? What did I miss? I take it I’m not going to the mall. Kassidy came out of the kitchen with two cups filled with juice. She offered me one of the cups.
“Are you hungry?” she asked.
“No, I’m okay,” I was confused by her warm gesture towards me. I was under the assumption she couldn’t stand me like her sister. Aren’t they alike?
“You can sit you know,” She offered and I accepted.
“So how did it feel fucking my man?” she asked laughing. Kassidy is always laughing.
“I didn’t know he was your dude,” I admitted. Why do I feel so dumb right now? I feel clueless, like I am missing something.
“I didn’t ask you