stragglers. I drop the saddlebags to the ground and follow them down the ladder.
I toss the bags beside Peony, and I grab her bridle from its peg outside her stall.
The unmistakable
clop-clop
of hooves nears the barn entrance.
I dart inside Peonyâs stall and swing the door shut. I crouchin the front corner as the barn doors creak open and light fills the space, along with a rush of fresh, icy air.
The creak of a saddle as someone dismounts. The jangle of a bridle. âThere, there,â Hiram says. âThatâs a good boy.â
Will my uncle wonder why the wagon is gone, even though he didnât ask me to sell it? Will he see that Peonyâs bridle is missing from its peg?
I hardly dare to breathe as I strain my ears. Heâs unsaddling Blackwind, far as I can tell. Now heâs removing the bridle. Blackwind stomps, and Hiram chuckles. âYouâd like that, wouldnât you, boy?â he says. âFine. A rub down it is.â
No, no, no.
Peony snorts and tosses her head. My uncleâs footsteps approach. âHullo, girl,â he says.
Donât look down, donât look down.
Above me, a thick arm in a black woolen sleeve snakes out. Peony allows her muzzle to be rubbed, though her nostrils remain flared. âYouâll get used to us, girl,â Hiram says. âSo will your mistress. I promise.â
The arm disappears. Footsteps retreat. I wait, quiet as a mouse, my heart in my throat, as he rubs down his gelding. Is it twenty minutes? An hour?
Finally,
finally
, he sets the curry brush back on the shelf and closes Blackwindâs stall. The barn doors shut behind him, leaving me in safe, blessed gloom, and I loose a single sob of relief.
I stay frozen, waiting for him to get out of earshot. When I can stand it no more, I spring to my feet and toss Peonyâsblanket over her back, followed by the saddlebags and saddle. As I buckle on the rifle holster, I whisper, âWe have to move fast and quiet, girl. Wonât be more than an hour before he starts to wonder why Iâm not home yet.â And sooner or later, heâll figure out what the missing wagon means.
She bears the saddle without complaint, and I heap praise on her and kiss her nose. After one last tug on her girth strap, I take her reins and pull her from the stall. Gradually, quietly, I crack open the barn door and peer outside. Hiramâs footprints, crisp in the fresh snow, lead toward the house. A light snow is beginning to fall.
The barn door isnât visible from anywhere in the house except the back porch, so I probably have a few minutes to get out, close the door, and get into the cover of the woods. Iâm about to yank her forward when I get an idea.
Blackwindâs saddle hangs over the side of one of the empty stalls. I grab my knife from the belt at my waist and saw through the girth strap. It takes longer than I care for, but unless Hiramâs a dab at bareback riding, itâll be worth it.
I grab Peonyâs nose strap and lead her from the barn. The door squeals when I close it behind us. I swing up onto her back. She dances a little, but I dare to hope itâs with anticipation rather than nervousness over the unfamiliar saddle. I check that Daddyâs Hawken rifle is steady in its holster, and give her flanks a light kick. She lurches forward, eager to go, but I keep her at a quiet, patient walk.
The world is smothered in soft white. Fresh flakes continue to drift down, and I twist in the saddle to make suretheyâre filling Peonyâs tracks. No birds call, no rodents rustle in the barren underbrush, no wind whistles through the bare branches. The winter-still world holds its breath, waiting for me to give myself away with a sound.
I nose Peony behind the barn and into the woods. I bend over her neck to avoid low branches as we twist through the maze of chestnut and red oak and digger pine. The trees break wide too soon, revealing the white ribbon of