no longer mattered. Whether Charlie danced poorly or perfectly made no difference now. He simply moved in time to the music, and Anneliese followed. He looked at her throat and her shoulders. He could smell her perfume. He tried to memorize its scent. Then the dance was over. Charlie bowed to Anneliese as they had been taught, and as he walked away from the first girl he had fallen in love with, to find the partner who had been his last resort, he wished Whiskey had never been born.
Golf
Charlie was sixteen when his father, whoâd had a bad back for years, finally took the advice of his chiropractor and gave up running in exchange for golf. Bill asked the boys if they were interested in caddying for him.
âGolfâs an old fartsâ game,â Whiskey said. âI wouldnât be seen dead on a golf course.â
âI thought it would be a good way for you to earn some pocket money.â
âPocket money!â Whiskey was disgusted. âHow old do you think we are?â
âWell, youâre always complaining that youâre broke.â
âIâd rather stay broke,â Whiskey said.
âIâll do it,â Charlie said.
x x x
Initially it was only the money Charlie was interested in, but as time went on, he found himself getting more and more interested in the game. He saw his father play with golfers good and bad, careful and indifferent, and he studied the shots, listened and remembered when he heard people say, âI should have used my 5-iron on that one.â
He had been caddying for his dad for a few months when, one Saturday, the fourth member of their group didnât turn up.
âWeâll play with three,â one of the men said.
âWe canât play with three, Greg; you know that,â a man named John said. âWeâll have to drop out.â
Charlieâs father had played with John before. Charlie remembered that he had been a stickler for the rules.
âWhat about your son, Bill? Why doesnât he join us?â Greg suggested.
âCharlie? He doesnât know one end of a golf club from the other.â
âDad!â Charlie protested.
âDonât be ridiculous,â John said. âHeâs not a member. Heâs not signed in as a guest. Heâs not even appropriately attired.â
Greg ignored him. âWhat do you think, Charlie?â
âIâll give it a go,â Charlie said.
He found it awkward at first, harder than it looked, but after a few holes, he began to get a feel for it.
âYouâre doing pretty well, Charlie,â Greg said. âIs this really the first time youâve ever played? Youâre a natural.â
âI taught him everything he knows,â Bill joked.
By the end of the game, even John had come around. âYou ought to sign up for a junior membership,â he said enthusiastically, shaking Charlieâs hand as they parted.
x x x
Though he lamented the loss of his own personal caddy, Charlieâs dad encouraged his interest, and before long, Charlie was on the driving range or the putting green whenever his dad wasnât using his clubs. For nine months he caddied for competitions and corporate golf days to save the money for his own clubs, a half set to begin with, secondhand, but good ones and true. Even when he had a full set, Charlie carried on caddying, using the money to pay for lessons.
Charlie got up early on Sunday mornings to work through math equations, label diagrams of human organs, and write essays on Shakespeare and Joseph Conrad so that Sunday afternoons he could go out and play eighteen holes. A couple afternoons a week, he went straight from school to the golf course, not even bothering to get changed, practicing his putting and driving with his school tie rolled up in his pocket. And on Saturdays, he played in the competition, putting in card after card until his handicap was down to thirteen.
Whiskey was a surfer. He got up