Thatâs what OâConnell had told her on their wedding night. Catherine hadnât known what heâd meant by it. But he had.
For a time, he had been stupid enough to believe it. But second chances were for fools.
And Catherine could never again be his.
âIâll come with you, Pete. Just put her down.â
Pete nodded. âGood boy. I knew youâd see things my way once you saw them again.â Pete squeezed the girlâs cheeks and tilted her head up to where he could look into her face. âShe is kind of cute, isnât she?â
Rage infused every cell of OâConnellâs body. âTake your hands off her, Pete, or Iâll kill you for it.â
His brother met his gaze and for several seconds they stared at each other in mutual understanding. âYou know. Kid, I believe you would.â
âYou can count on it.â
OâConnell didnât breathe again until Pete set the girl on her feet, and she ran to Catherineâs outstretched arms.
Pete glanced to Catherine and the little girl. âSince itâs Christmas and all, Iâll give you five minutes with them. Iâll be waiting outside by the horses.â
OâConnell waited for him to leave before he turned to face Catherine, who cradled the little girl to her chest.
His daughter.
He felt so much pride and delight, he thought his heart might burst. But the joy died as he remembered his brother waiting for him outside.
OâConnell reached a hand out to touch the dark brown curls. The softness of his daughterâs hair reached deep inside him, carving a place in his heart.
âSheâs beautiful,â he breathed.
Catherine saw the pain deep inside him and she noted the tenseness of his hand on Dianaâs hair. âHer name is Diana.â
He gave a bittersweet smile. âNamed for your mother?â
She nodded.
âWhy didnât you tell me about her in Nevada?â he asked, his eyes misting.
âI didnât know I was pregnant until after you left.â She narrowed her gaze on him as she finally understood everything that had happened. âYou left because of him, didnât you?â
âHeâs my brother,â he said simply. âI had no choice.â
âWe always have choices.â
He shook his head. âNo, we donât. You donât know what kind of man my brother is, but I do. I know heâs cruel, but I owe him. If not for Pete, Iâd have never survived after the death of our parents. Heâs harsh because thatâs the way the world made him.â
âHeâs harsh because heâsââ
OâConnell stopped her words by placing his fingers on her lips. His heart tearing apart, he leaned over, kissed her gently on the mouth, and whispered, âUntil the day I die, Iâll always remember you.â
He touched Dianaâs hair one last time, then he turned and walked away.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
OâConnell met Pete by his pinto, which Pete must have saddled. His brother was as fair-haired and fair-skinned as OâConnell was dark. The two of them had always been opposites in most everything. Even Peteâs eyes were a brownish green.
And never before had OâConnell felt so much resentment and hatred for the brother who had once protected him.
âWhy canât you just let me go?â he asked Pete. âIâve paid my debt to you a thousand times over.â
Pete gave him a hard glare. âYouâre my family, Kid. Like it or hate it, itâs just you and me.â Pete smiled wickedly. âBesides, youâre the only man I know who can blow a safe and not destroy half the money with it.â
âYouâre not funny.â
Pete shucked him on the shoulder. âNow, donât get sore on me, Kid. You can do better than her. I told you that years ago. She ainât nearly pretty enough for you.â
He grabbed Pete by his shirtfront. âIâm