somebody is missing? If thereâre just seven of us, not eight? What kind of Octave is that?â
Sudden fury surged from Sierraâs throbbing chest into her burning face.
âSo thatâs all you care about? If you get to go? Iâm getting expelled for something that wasnât even my fault, my whole life is being destroyed , and what you care about is how it affects you ? If it inconveniences you ?â
âItâs not an inconvenience if the choir canât go,â Celeste said in her most infuriating calm, patient tone, as if she were explaining something to a misbehaving toddler. âWeâve been practicing for months and monthsâtwo mornings every single week at seven a.m. And then we got so close to being picked, but had to be the stupid alternate, and now we finally, finally, get this chance ⦠I mean, Sierra, it does affect everyone if you canât go and then the whole thing gets canceled.â
Sierra was afraid she might say something so terrible to Celeste that she could never unsay it, never be able to take it back and pretend she hadnât really meant it after all.
âWell, Iâm sorry if my getting expelled is such a huge drag for you,â she said carefully.
âCome on, Sierra, donât be that way.â Celeste made it sound as if Sierra was the one being selfish and unreasonable. âIf it was reversed, if I was the one who got suspended, and you were the one who might not get to go on the biggest and most important choir trip ever, you canât tell me you wouldnât be disappointed.â
âI wouldnât blame you.â
âWho said anything about blaming anybody? ExceptâSierra, you could have checked before you took the wrong lunch. It would have taken like two seconds to check, and then none of this would have happened.â
âSo you check your lunch every single day to make sure itâs the right one?â
âNo, but I donât have the same lunch bag as my mom, either. Look, I didnât mean to get you all upset,â Celeste said.
âIâm not upset.â
âYes, you are.â
âWell, if you were getting expelled, maybe youâd be a tiny bit upset, too.â
Sierra knew Celeste was thinking: But I would never be getting expelled.
Only a few days ago, Sierra would have thought the same thing.
âWell, maybe you wonât get expelled, and it will all work out okay,â Celeste said, her voice bright and chipper, as if they were back to being friends again. âAnd maybe on Friday weâll be in Colorado Springs, all of us singing together.â
âMaybe,â Sierra said.
Maybe.
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It was almost dinnertime before Sierraâs parents got home from their movie date.
âI donât know how there can be people who live in Colorado and donât know how to drive in snow,â Sierraâs father grumbled as he came into the family room where Sierra was watching some old movie on TV.
âAre the roads really bad?â Sierra asked, clicking off the TV.
âThe roads are bad; the other drivers are worse.â
âWas the movie good?â
âYour mother liked it.â
âYou liked it, too,â her mother said.
âI didnât like it . I liked seeing it with you .â He smiled at Sierraâs mother.
Maybe they were still in love, different as they were, even after all these years.
âDaddy?â
âWhat happened now?â
Sierra told him about the choir trip. âDaddy, I really, really, really want to go. I have to go. And Celeste says if one person canât go, the whole trip might have to be canceled. I mean, the name of our choir is the Octave. You really have to have eight people to be an octave.â
âMaybe that wouldnât be such a bad thing, if the trip got canceled. Let Tom Besser see what his policies have wrought, what opportunities his students are losing