the sound as he opened the door and there it was, the movie projector going, lamp on, illuminating a hot white square across the room; the screen, set up, waiting. There was the sound and the shaft of light. Nothing else, untilthe figure moved out of the darkness to stand in front of the screen: a man he knew immediately was a black man, though he wore a womanâs nylon stocking over his face that washed out his features. At the same time he knew that the revolver in the manâs hand was a .38 Colt Special.
Even with the stocking over his face the manâs words were clear. He said quietly, âTake a seat, motherfucker. Itâs home movie time.â
Later, he remembered saying, âWhat do you want?â and âWhere is she?â and then half turning as he heard the sound behind him. Later, he tried to concentrate on what he saw in the moment before the living room lamp went out: two men, seeing them as a heavyset guy and a skinny guy with long hair, but not seeing their features or even their clothes, only remembering an impression, the contrast of a thin guy with bony shoulders coming toward him and the thick-bodied guy hunched over the lamp. That was all he saw of them. The black guy poked him with the revolver, moving him to a chair, and Mitchell said, âYou mind telling me whatâs going on?â
The skinny guy, in the room now at the projector, said, âNo talking during the show, man. Just watch, and listen.â
The black guy pushed him into the chair and moved around behind him. Mitchell sat staringat the screen. He leaned back and felt the barrel of the revolver press against his head. In a moment he saw the countdown of numbers as the film started through the projector.
âYouâve seen some of this before,â the skinny guy said. âStuff your girlfriend shot. I want you to know what we know, so itâll be clear in your head. You dig?â
Mitchell saw himself on the screen in full color, green bathing trunks and suntan lotion shining on his arm. He was reclined in a lounge chair reading The Wall Street Journal. The projector hummed in the dark room. After a moment he saw himself lower the newspaper and look up and shake his head and then smile patiently. He remembered the moment. He remembered almost telling her for Christ sake, no. But he had not said anything because no one but the two of them would ever see the film.
As he watched himself the skinny guyâs voice-over said, âLucayan Beach. Grand Bahama, March seventeen through twenty-one, while your wife thought you were at a convention in Miami. You rascal. The broadâs shooting you. Now hereâs you shooting the broad.â
Cini came glistening out of the surf in the tan bikini he remembered very well, and from this distance, for a moment, she looked naked. Now she was closer, smiling, smoothing back her wet blond hair.
The voice-over said, âA nice body, but a little weak in the lungs. What do you think?â
He remembered Cini going over to the hairy bald-headed guy and talking to him and handing him the camera.
âNow you and the broad together. There he is, Mr. Clean. Member of the Urban Renewal Committee, Bloomfield Village Council, Deprived Childrenâs Foundation and the Northwest Guidance Center. You donât mind my saying, for a successful businessman and generally active in all that community bullshit, I think you got fucking rocks in your head, man, to let yourself get put on film. I mean, as you can see itâs plain fucking dumb.
âShots of the pool now . . . and all the schmucks lying around in their resort outfits. Hot shit, huh? Seventy-five bucks a day, couple hundred bucks for the jazzy outfits . . . . Here comes sport now, rum collins for the broad and a Heineken. Loaded and he still drinks beer. Thatâs your background showing, man. Eleven years on the line at Dodge Main. Couple of shots and a beer every day