be?â
âYou kind of went away for a second, there. I wonderedââ
âI should go inside. I need to see whatâs taking Danny so long.â
âOkay, Carrie. If you think you should. But I wanted to ask you something first.â
She had scooted down off the hood of the car and I noticed how low her jeans were riding on her bony little hips. The panties that peeked out of the waistband had cartoon bears on them. A little girl trying so hard to be a woman; or a girl, older than she should be, reaching back for childhood?
I stepped out of the truck to show I would follow her if she tried to go into the store. She got the message and stood beside the car.
âI need you to tell me about the man called Leech.â
âMy mother told me not to talk to you about things. She said I didnât have to unless she was around.â She spit the words out quickly and without thought. She had practiced saying them, I was sure.
âItâs true,â I told her. âYou donât have to talk unless we make it all official and bring you in and call your parents.â I let that sink in a moment before continuing. âIs that what you want? Or would you like to help me find out what happened to your friend?â
Carrie crossed her arms and looked back at the storefront, then to the sky and back to the ground. âShe wasnât my friend, okay?â
I wondered if her surliness was about guilt or fear. âEven if she wasnât, wouldnât you want to help find her killer?â
âWhat would I know about it?â
âIâm not saying you know anything about it. But you know something about that man, Leech.â
âSo?â
âSo it might help me to understand what happened if I knew something about him.â
Her arms were crossed over her chest and she kept looking off into the street or into the store window, avoiding me and the word. Afraid of being caught talking or hoping for rescue? âCarrieââ
âI donât know.â
âRemember what I said about trust, Carrie. You can trust me. I just want to help you.â
âNo one helps anybody. Iâve got my own help and itâs none of your business.â
âWhat help, Carrie?â No answer. âCan you tell me why you need help?â She looked ready to cry. âDoes it have something to do with this Leech?â
Carrie reached down to the car hood and, with a finger, wrote the name in the grime. Leech. As soon as it was complete she swept away most of the word with the palm of her hand. âYou donât understand anything,â she said.
âHelp me to understand, Carrie. Iâve been looking for him. Can you tell me his real name?â
She grinned like she knew a secret but only for a second before she dropped it and said, âNo.â
âAre you afraid of him?â
She nodded, then quickly said, âThatâs not why I canât tell you. I donât know.â
âIs Danny afraid of him too?â
Carrie nodded again.
âHas he threatened you?â
âWhy canât you just catch him and put him in jail?â
âBecause I need information. I donât know if he did anything. I donât even know his name.â
âHe killed Angela.â
I looked at her and she turned away to look at the dirty car hood again.
âDo you know that for sure? Did you see it?â
Still looking down, she shook her head.
âDo you know anything I can use in court?â I asked.
âI know heâs bad. I know he did it.â
âHow?â
âI just do. Because I hate him.â Then she looked up and past me. Danny had just come out of the hardware store with a bag. She leaped at him.
âWhatâs going on?â he asked. The question was quiet and addressed to Carrie, but he wasnât taking his gaze off of me. Carrie whispered something to him and his eyes turned down to look at the hood of