steps.
âI canât wait for a good time.â He looked just as weary as she feltâand resolute.
She nodded, too tired to argue. She didnât even begin to hope he would tell her the truth about any of this.
He followed her inside, and she closed the door and leaned against it.
âSit, please,â he said, nodding toward the Grape.
This was going to be bad.
She walked in and draped the orange blanket Ornâry had become attached to over the cage. âUh-oh,â he said in his small voice, which would have been comical in other circumstances.
Cyrus gave her those moments when he was clearly agitated. Heâd always been patient. Or maybe controlled. Though he masked his glow colors, she could see a jagged shadow all around his head.
Robotically, she walked over to where he stood. âIâm not sitting.â
âAmy, you donât know what youâre into here.â
âYouâre right. Tell me.â
Oddly, he got a wistful look on his face. âWhen you were a girl, you were scared of things you didnât understand. Remember when I took you to Disney World, how you wouldnât go into the Haunted Mansion?â
âIâm not a little girl anymore.â
âI know.â He said that on a sigh. âThis is something you should be afraid of.â
âAre there spooks?â she said, taunting him with a reference to the CIA.
âMore than that,â he replied, not taking the bait. âYou need to trust me. Tell me what you know.â
âTell me what you know.â She remembered the listening devices and went to the stereo. âWait a minute.â A few seconds later Green Dayâs lead singer belted out âAmerican Idiot.â She returned to stand in front of Cyrus. âOkay, we can talk now.â
âAmyâ¦â He closed his eyes and rubbed them hard with his thumb and forefinger. âYou donât have to live this way, sneaking around, going to gay festivals, for Godâs sake.â
âYouâve been following me.â
âFor your own good. I donât know what you think is going on, what Eric and Petra Aruda told you, but this has nothing to do with you.â
âThen tell me what it does have to do with, Cyrus. Let me decide. You want honesty, well, you go first.â Sheâd learned that much from dealing with Eric and Petra.
She saw his frustration, even without seeing his glow. âAll I can say is that youâre in dangerous territory and you have to back off.â He gestured toward her office. âGo back to being your little hermit self saving hard drives and sanity. Forget this.â
The second person to tell her that. Of course, that would be the sane and undoubtedly safe thing to do. There was one hitch in that escape hatch: Lucas.
âNot until I see Lucasâ¦Lucas Vanderwyck. â She aimed an accusatory look at him.
âI didnât want you digging.â A puzzled expression crossed his face. âWhy do I get the impression that you care about him? The guy broke into your apartment. Iâm having a hard time understanding why he matters so much to you.â
âI would have an even harder time explaining itââ She felt a catch in her throat. âBut I need to see him.â
âI told you, he died here.â
âNo, he didnât. Heâs alive, and theyâre doing something to him, theyâre hurting him ! I want him released, and I canât let this go until that happens.â
âEric and Petra told you that, didnât they? Theyâre lying.â
âThey didnât tell me.â Emotion strained her voice. âDonât ask me how I know, I just do!â
He blew out a breath. âAmy, you canât save him. I donât know what theyâre doing to him, but neither one of us can save him. If he is still alive, heâs going to die, and youâre going to have to let him