to ask him why he had gone into the haberdashery. It was not the sort of place she assumed he would frequent. French modistes maybe, if he was out fit ting a mistress, but a simple haberdashery, never. âIt is one of the worst of my faults. I spent far too long at the Greysâ. And the Ortnersâ.â
âOne can be so busy noticing oneâs faults that one forgets to notice oneâs virtues, Miss Clare.â
She tilted her head to one side and prepared to sweep out of the shop with dignity. âYou turn a phrase very charmingly.â
âSometimes, the truth is charming.â
âI prefer my truth to be unvarnished, without adornment. It is an irritating habit, I am told, but it has held me in good stead these past five years.â
âOr merely pre vented you from living?â His eyes slowly assessed her. âI see you have abandoned your cap. It makes you look years younger. I must congratulate you. Now,perhaps, you will consider wearing a more becoming colour.â
âMy life is quite full enough, Lord Coltonby, and I have not yet had the time to repair my cap. I have no need to be made into an enthusiasm, a project to amuse your days. A pleasant attempt, but I know how quickly enthusiasms fade.â
âYou truly do not believe in the veracity of that statement.â
âIt is what keeps the ton fashionable and exclusive. You have to know which is the right tailor, or the correct box at the theatre, which authors to read and which are beyond mentioning. The dances and figures change constantly.â
He blocked her way. âI ask to be judged on my own merit, Miss Clare, not some poor unfortunateâs. It is a small request.â
Dianaâs cheeks grew hot. It pained her that he was correct. She had been judging him based on someone else. âThere are books waiting for me at the library. I received a note this morning.â
âMinerva Press? Another novel by the author of Pride and Prejudice? What excites your fancy today, Miss Clare?â
âImproving tomes on agriculture and crop rotation,â Diana replied in a crushing tone.
âWhy do you feel the need to avoid novels? To keep from driving off the road?â He arched a brow. âI would have thought putting them in a basket behind you would have sufficed.â
âYou are an aggravating man.â
âI do but try.â He inclined his head. âYou pique my interest, Miss Clare. Will you truly take out an improving tome?â
She started towards the library and he fitted his stepswith hers. Rather than create more of a scene, Diana ignored him. The librarian gave a nod as Diana headed for the stacks. Randomly she picked up a manual on agriculture and the need for efficient crop rotation. âYou seeâan improving tome.â
âI never doubted it, and that one is particularly dry.â
âYou have read it?â She stared at him. âCrop rotation?â
âI do my research. It makes for an easier life.â He took the book from her and placed it back in the stacks, standing so close she could see the precise folds of his neck cloth.
She nodded to several library patrons who stopped to acknowledge her. She had thought that Lord Coltonby would make his excuses and depart, but he continued to stand at her elbow, surveying the variety of books. A silent sentinel. âAre you going to the Boltsâ ball? Or do such things frighten you?â
The unexpectedness of the question made her blink and nearly drop the book of sermons. âI think it is best if I choose my books now. We are beginning to be remarked upon.â
âClearly something you wish to avoidâwhich is why you made remarks while visiting this morning.â
âHow did you know?â Diana closed her eyes and the full horror washed over her. How peopleâand Lord Coltonbyâmust be laughing at her and her pretensions. âI had forgotten how quickly rumours can