far as you possibly can.
So I nodded, made a gesture to say goodbye and left.
My good mood after the outcome of that morning’s trial had vanished.
16
Martina and Sister Claudia came to the office the day before the hearing.
I didn’t get straight to the point. I beat about the bush for a while, as I almost always do. First of all, I told Martina it wasn’t necessary for her to be in court the following day. The hearing would consist merely of preliminary issues, the introduction of documents and requests for the admission of evidence. As long as I was there, it was fine.
There was no need for her to miss a day’s work, I said.
There was no need for her to get scared before she had to, I thought.
She wouldn’t need to be in court until we had to examine her, which would presumably be in a few weeks’ time.
She asked me how things would be at that hearing. This was it. We were getting to the point.
I told her how things would be, with all the caution of which I was capable.
First she would be examined by the public prosecutor. Then I would ask her a few questions. Then it would be the turn of the defence.
“This is where things get a bit more . . . complicated. The charges are based mainly on your word, and so the objective of Scianatico’s lawyer is very simple: to discredit you. He’ll try to do that with every means at his disposal. He’ll try to make you contradict yourself. He’ll try to provoke you and make you lose your cool.
It’s unlikely he’ll be gentle, and if he is, it’ll only be to make you lower your defences.”
I paused, before getting on to the worst part. I looked her in the face. She seemed calm. A bit vague, but calm.
“He’ll bring up your health problems, Martina. He’ll bring up the fact that you spent time in hospital, the fact that you had psychiatric problems . . . I mean psychiatric treatment.”
Martina’s expression did not change. Maybe she looked just slightly vaguer than before.
Maybe. But almost immediately I felt the smell. Intense and slightly acid.
I’ve always been sensitive to people’s smells, able to recognize them, and to notice when they change.
As a child, whenever I entered a lift I could always tell which of the people in our block had been there before me. And I could even put names to the smells. For example, there was a lady in our block who smelled of bean soup. A sad, pale girl with glasses gave off a smell of old paper and dust. The owner of a delicatessen left a hot, thick smell in the lift, which filled the space and made you feel uncomfortable. Many years later I smelled something similar in a shop in Istanbul. It was so similar that for a moment I thought Signor Curci might suddenly appear, with his thick neck, small head and short, solid arms. A few seconds passed before I was able to escape the olfactory shortcircuit and recall that the man had died ten years earlier, while I was still living with my parents. So it was unlikely he’d be hanging around the shops of Istanbul.
Often I notice if a woman is indisposed, from the smell. It’s something I don’t usually talk about, because it’s not the kind of information that puts women at their ease.
I’m capable of smelling and recognizing the smell of fear, which is very nasty, rancid and primeval. I’ve smelled it so many times in police stations, in carabinieri barracks, in prisons, sitting in on my clients’ interrogations. The ones who are most desperate, weakest or simply most scared when they realize they’re really in trouble, or just that there’s no way out.
The first time it happened was not long after I’d become a prosecutor. I found myself appointed by the court to sit in on the interrogation of a man accused of murder. They called me to the station at night – I was on call – because they had to interrogate him immediately. They said he’d stabbed a bruiser who’d previously beaten him up in a bar. They said he’d been seen by a witness. The little man