Jasmine mustered her most soothing tone. âCould we take a moment? Have a cup of tea ⦠and calm down a bit.â
âCalm down?â Jasmine saw Simranâs lips thin out and knew she was on the verge of going thermonuclear. âHow canâ¦â
â Mom! â Jasmine realized that came out a lot sharper than she had intended. Both Ravinder and Simran looked startled. And Simran looked offended, too; no one spoke to her like that.
Realizing sheâd gone too far, Jasmine took a deep breath. Contrite. Softened. âMom. Please. Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to raise my voice, but getting worked up is not going to help anyone.â Her mind whirling, she rang for the maid and ordered tea.
It came and was consumed in uncomfortable silence. But the stress in the room had abated, enough to permit a nearly civil conversation.
Half an hour later, the facts lay bare before Jasmine. She felt strange; having to arbitrate between her parents was a new and quite nerve-racking experience. As a lawyer in training, she now got a sense of what it was like to be a judge; to make decisions with the pressure of getting it right, every time. It discomfited her.
Glad thatâs not going to happen to me any time soon.
Realizing she was procrastinating, Jasmine focused. Ravinderâs decision to reenter the fray dismayed her. Jasmine was aware Rubyâs death had been a tremendous shock for him. That sheâd died at his hands had all but killed Ravinder. She had seen how hard heâd struggled to hold it together, especially during the inquiry that followed. Though Ravinder never spoke about it, Jasmine sensed his self-esteem and confidence had both taken a massive beating.
Yet ⦠Jasmine could see the change; now his shoulders were level and, though he looked worried and stressed, that familiar, determined gleam was back in his eyes. Jasmine sensed Ravinder needed to do this. Badly. She decided to help. If he succeeded, the father she hero-worshiped and doted on would be back.
If he fails ⦠Jasmine pushed away that awful thought and turned to her mother.
âMom, I understand where you are coming from.â Simran, sitting straight as a soldier, shimmered with righteous anger. âI know itâs only concern for Dadâs health, which is upsetting you. But letâs look at it from his point of view, too.â
â What. Point. Of. View.â Each word was delivered explosively. âAre you supporting him?â Jasmine saw her fighting for control, incredulous. âWhat do you know? Youâre just a child.â
âI am not a child, mom.â Jasmine kept a tight leash on her anger, but was firm. âAnd I worry for both of you.â Simran made to speak, but Jasmine headed her off. âNo, Mom, please allow me to finish.â A shocked Simran subsided in her chair. âWeâve all gone through so much in the past few months. Especially Dad ⦠weâve both seen what he has been through. And yes, we are both worried about his health, but â¦â
âNo buts, Jasmine,â Simran interrupted coldly. âI will not sit back and allow my husband to self-destruct. He has done enough and given enough for his precious uniform. And it has gotten him nothing ⦠nothing but trouble and hurt.â
âMom, do you remember when I was learning to ride and fell off the horse on the very first day?â Jasmine was not sure where the words came from. But she sensed that if she did not get the situation in check, it would spiral out of control. And without knowing why, she knew she had it in her to do so. âYou remember how badly my leg had been hurt?â
Simran nodded, puzzled. âSo?â
âI still remember what you did the next day. You told me to get back on the horse. Donât let your fears stop you from doing what you need to. Thatâs what you told me, Mom. Likewise, today if Dad needs to do