skewered him with a look that might have meant âGood riddance,â though Jack couldnât be sure.
The back door opened, and Ashley blew in on a freezing wind. Hurrying to Tanner, she threw her arms around his waist and beamed up at him.
âThe babies are beautiful! â she cried, her eyes glistening with happy tears. âCongratulations, Tanner.â
Tanner hugged her, kissed the top of her head. âThanks,â he said gruffly. Then, with one more scathing glance at Jack, he put on his coat and left, though not before his gaze strayed to the Glock on top of the refrigerator.
Fortunately, Ashley was too busy taking off her own coat to notice.
Jack made a mental note to retrieve the weapon before she saw it.
âYouâre up,â she told him cheerfully. âFeeling better?â
Heâd never left her willingly, but this time, the prospect nearly doubled him over. He sat up a little straighter. âI love you, Ashley,â he said.
Sheâd been in the process of brewing coffee; at his words, she stopped, stiffened, stared at him. âWhat did you say?â
âI love you. Always have, always will.â
She sagged against the counter, all the joy gone from her eyes. âYou have a strange way of showing it, Jack McCall,â she said, after a very long time.
âI canât stay, Ash,â he said hoarsely, wishing he could take her into his arms, make love to her just oncemore. But heâd done enough damage as it was. âAnd this time, I wonât be back. I promise.â
âIs that supposed to make me feel better?â
âIt would if you knew what it might mean if I stayed.â
âWhat would it mean, Jack? If you stayed, that is.â
âI told you about Lombard. Heâs the vindictive type, and if he ever finds out about youââ
âSuppose he does,â Ashley reasoned calmly, âand youâre not here to protect me. What then?â
Jack closed his eyes. âDonât say that.â
âStone Creek isnât a bad place to raise a family,â she forged on, with a dignity that broke Jackâs heart into two bleeding chunks. âWe could be happy here, Jack. Together.â
He got to his feet. âAre you saying you love me?â
âAlways have,â she answered, âalways will.â
âIt wouldnât work,â Jack said, wishing he hadnât been such a hooligan back in his teens. None of this would be happening if he hadnât ended up in military school and shown a distinct talent for covert action. Heâd probably be a dentist in the Midwest, with a wife and kids and a dog, and his parents and his brothers would be dropping by for Sunday afternoon barbecues instead of visiting an empty grave.
âWouldnât it?â Ashley challenged. âMake love to me, Jack. And then tell me it wouldnât work.â
The temptation burned in his veins and hardened his groin until it hurt. âAshley, donât.â
She began to unbutton her blue silk blouse.
âAshley.â
âWhatâs the matter, Jack? Are you chicken?â
âAshley, stop it.â It wasnât a command, it was a plea.
âIâm not who you think I am. My name isnât Jack McCall, and Iââ
Her blouse was open. Her lush breasts pushed against the lacy pink fabric of her bra. He could see the dark outline of her nipples.
âI donât care what your name is,â she said. âI love you. You love me. Whoever you are, take me to bed, unless you want to have me on the kitchen floor.â
He couldnât resist her any more than heâd been able to resist coming back every time he left. She was an addiction.
He held out his hand, and she came to him.
Somehow, they managed to get up the stairs, along the hallway, into her bedroom.
He didnât remember undressing her, or undressing himself.
It was as though their clothes had burned away in