rise from his chair, I ordered him to stay put. âRelax,â I said. âYouâve done enough for one day.â
I devoted the rest of the evening to hearth and home. I whipped up a meal for Willis, Sr., bathed Will and Rob and got them off to bed, then invited my father-in-law to join me in the kitchen while I baked a double batch of angel cookies, in a belated attempt to celebrate my motherâsbirthday. By the time Willis, Sr., turned in for the night, it was too late to telephone Miss Kingsley.
It wasnât too late, however, to speak with Aunt Dimity. Tired though I was, I went to the study, pulled the blue journal from its niche on the bookshelves, and curled up on the tall leather armchair before the hearth.
I yipped in alarm when the journal sprang open in my hands.
Itâs about time.
The familiar copperplate raced across the page in a nearly illegible scrawl.
I was beginning to think youâd forgotten me. Did you go to the Radcliffe? Were you allowed in to see the tramp? Have you learned anything more about him
?
âHis nameâs Kit Smith,â I began, and for the second time that evening, recounted everything Iâd learned about the man in the Radcliffe Infirmary. When Iâd finished, Dimityâs handwriting resumed, this time at its normal pace.
I do not remember anyone called Kit Smith. Tell me again about the medals in the suede pouch.
âThereâs a DSO, a DFC, an Air Force Cross, and a Pathfinder badge, among others,â I told her. âWhy? Did you know someone who flew bombers during the war?â
In February 1943, I was given a temporary assignment with Bomber Command, at a base up in Lincolnshire. I came to know many aircrews, but none of the men with whom I worked were so highly decorated.
I slumped in the chair, discouraged. âThen we still donât know why he risked his life to come here. Julianâd say that it was just another example of Kitâs crazy behavior.â
Then Father Bright would be jumping to conclusions. We may not know Kitâs reasons for coming to the cottage, but that doesnât mean he had none. I do wish youâd been able to see Kit more clearly. Your description of him remains woefully inadequate. Around forty years of age, tall, slenderâwell, he would be slender, wouldnât he, if heâs suffering from malnutrition
?
I bit my lip. I hadnât exactly lied to Dimity, but I hadnât told her the whole truth, either. âThe cubicle was dimly lit,â I said, âand Kit was wearing an oxygen mask.â
And since Father Bright and the Somervilles saw Kit as you did, through a curtain of hair and heard, they wouldnât he able to describe him either. You must return to the Radcliffe after theyâve removed Kitâs mask and take a good, long look at him. I will search my memory for anyone called Kit Smith, but Iâm still counting on you to bring me an accurate description.
âI will,â I promised, but as I watched Aunt Dimityâs handwriting fade from the page, I wasnât sure Iâd keep my promise.
I closed the blue journal and looked across the study to the desk where Iâd left Kitâs carryall when Iâd returned from Oxford. Iâd borrowed the bag from Julian, telling him, and myself, that I hadnât had time to examine its contents thoroughly, and that a closer inspection might provide a further clue to Kitâs identity. I wondered now if my reasons for keeping the bag had less to do with discovering Kitâs identity than with experiencing his presence.
I closed my eyes and saw Kitâs face so clearly I could almost count his lashes. I saw the creases at the corners of his eyes, the sculpted cheekbones, the curving lips, and the fine, straight nose, each feature bathed and softened by golden light. Once again, those violet eyes gazed up at me and that sweet smile pierced my heart.
Why hadnât I described Kit to Aunt