had the exact same thought once or twice, but hearing it aloud made it sound almostâ¦inevitable.
She swallowed heavily. âYouâre awfully sure of yourself, OâDonnaugh.â
âNot at all,â he said, giving her the same look she gave jumpers who were trying to talk her into letting them go because they were innocent of all charges. âWhat I am sure of is this incredible chemistry we have going on between us.â
âHaving chemistry doesnât mean having to act on it. Weâre adults.â
âIt would be a shame to waste what weâre feeling for each other.â
âIt would be an even bigger shame for one of us to get hurt. Or both.â
âSex isnât supposed to hurt, Luce.â
âBut love does.â
She fastened her gaze determinedly on the solid yellow lines running alongside the Jeep. She hadnât meant to say that. In fact, she wasnât exactly sure where the words had come from. Sheâd never really had an unhappy love affair. Sheâd never given herself the chance. Sheâd been too busy for love. First with school, then her job. Her endless traveling and relentless dedication to work had precluded any kind of emotional attachmentâexcept for her parents, Arthur and the other guys at the jump shop.
âThe trick isâ¦â Philip said, yanking her out of her thoughts. âThe trick is not to fall in love.â
She swung her gaze to him, taking in his strong, square jaw and intelligent eyes, his sculpted lips and thick black hair.That would be a trick, all right, she thought with a sinking heart. To sleep with this man and not fall in love with him seemed like an impossibility.
âI never fall in love,â she managed to say with a fair amount of conviction.
âThen thereâs no problem.â He didnât smile, didnât wink, didnât reach out and touch her. Simply said, âI want you, Luce. I want to be inside you. And I know you want me, too.â
Chaos ran rampant through her body, but she was spared having to tame it and comment one way or the other, because suddenly they were in Santa Fe. Philip directed her to the school and she drove into the parking lot. It was only after sheâd pulled into a spot that she realized her hands were shaking.
She stuck them under her armpits and leaned her forehead on the steering wheel, then took a deep breath to steady her nerves while Philip got out and came around to her side.
He opened the door and unclipped her seat belt. âIs the thought of sleeping with me that bad?â he asked when she didnât move.
She looked up and tried to smile. âNo, of course not.â
âCome here.â He opened his arms and, even though she knew very well it would just make things worse and not better, she slid out and into them, letting him enfold her in his secure embrace. âI hope you know,â he said, âI would never do anything you didnât want me to.â
âI know,â she whispered.
âI just think itâs better to get things out in the open and talk about them. Iâve had too many surprises in my life. I donât like hidden agendas.â
âOkay.â
He tilted up her chin and kissed her. His lips were soft and warm as the breeze rustling the Jacaranda trees. It wasnât a demanding kiss, or even a claiming one. It was justâ¦really nice. And thatâs when she knew with dead certainty she was in even bigger trouble than sheâd ever thought possible.
The man was smart, handsome, sexy and sensitive, too.
In short, he was simply irresistible.
Just then a group of older teenagers walked by, noticed them kissing and started hooting and cheering. âHey, Mr. Policeman, thatâs sexual harassment!â one of them shouted, to the othersâ great amusement.
âHell, I donât care if she harasses me!â he called back, to their even greater amusement.
She laughed and