âIâve got to get back to the embassy. Youâll see to everything, wonât you? The packing wonât be much.â
The door slammed behind him. Catharine stood in the middle of the room where heâd left her. She still wore her hat and gloves. Slowly, she reached up, took off her hat, then slipped off her gloves.
Tomorrow.
Jack wouldnât be back until next week. Sheâd thought theyâd be together on Wednesday. Her mind fumbled with thoughts; there was so much to see to, but none of it touched the core of pain within her.
She would never see Jack again. Never.
She moved then, one slow, painful step at a time, to the upright desk in the corner of the room. She sat down on a hard straight chair, pulled out a drawer, and lifted out note paper. She picked up a pen and stared down at the empty sheet.
âDear Jack,â she wrote.
Tears filmed her eyes so that she could scarcely see. Scratchily, unevenly, she began to write.
Annâs lips pressed together in disapproval. She stood with her arms akimbo and watched Peggy try to wedge a pair of shoes in one side of her bulging suitcase. Finally, Ann couldnât stand it any longer.
âPeggy, donât be a damned fool.â
Peggy looked up at her roommate, then shook her head and pushed harder on the shoes. When they were jammed in, she smiled brightly at Ann.
âPeggy, you listen to me.â
Peggy pushed down the lid on the suitcase. âI donât know how Iâm going to shut this.â
Ann marched across the room and stood beside her friend and the suitcase. âPeggy,â she pleaded, âheâs just using you, canât you see that?â
Peggy stiffened and turned away.
Ann felt a mixture of helplessness and anger. Her pleasant face settled into unaccustomed lines of determination. âLook, I know itâs not any of my business, and maybe you didnât realize I knew, but, my God, anybody with half an eye would know. You light up when he comes into the room. You light up like a damned Christmas tree.â She shook her head and wondered how in the world a girl as nice as Peggy could fall for a prick like Spencer Cavanaugh. âPeggy, youâre too nice to get involved with a married man. A very married man.â
Ann hated the look of pain in Peggyâs eyes and the look, too, of shame and misery, but she was determined to speak out.
âHoneyââAnnâs voice was soft now and cajolingââtell him you wonât go. He canât make you go.â
âHe doesnât make me do anything,â Peggy replied. âI know what you think, Ann. You think Iâm cheap.â
âNo, no, no,â Ann objected furiously. âI donât think anything of the sort. Youâre not cheap. Thatâs what makes me so mad. If he were involved with Louise or Candy, I wouldnât give it a second thought, but why does he have to pick on you? Youâre just a kid and heâs not, by a long shot.â
âIt isnât like that,â Peggy said quietly. âIt isnât like that at all. Spencerâs not just fooling around. He really cares for me, Ann. I know he does.â
Ann bit her lip. Damn Spencer Cavanaugh, the good-looking, slimy, selfish, self-absorbed prig. Ann gritted her teeth, then said reasonably, âIf he cares, why doesnât he divorce his wife?â
Peggyâs blue eyes widened. âHe canât do that. He just canât. It could ruin his career.â
âSo?â
Peggy looked utterly shocked. âYou donât understand, Ann. Spencerâs very importantâhis new post is so important we canât even talk about it.â Her voice dropped. âItâs just really, really secret and special. Heâs so excited, and heâll be wonderful. I know he will.â
Ann sighed, but she didnât give up. âThat nice boy in the code room, Tom Biggersâhe wants to go out with