right,â I agree, trying not to smile. âItâs not funny at all. I justâ¦I justâ¦â I pause, not knowing how to continue. âI just canât imagine how bad those old cleats must have smelled when you took the lid off that box. I thought for sure that would be the perfect hiding place.â
Sara gives a small smile, and I know sheâs not really mad. âIt was pretty noxious, Iâll admit. Why arenât you wearing it, Tirio?â
âIâm trying to wean myself, Sara,â I answer truthfully. âI donât want to have to wear it for the rest of my life.â
âWhy not? No one can see it. No one knows.â
I shrug. âI just want to be normal like everyone else.â
She puts her hand on my shoulder. âYouâre never going to be just like everyone else, Tirio,â she says. âAnd thatâs a good thing. Believe me. Being normal is boring. And if thereâs one thing you arenât, itâs boring.â
Sara holds out my orthotic. âPromise me youâll wear this from here on out,â she says.
I take it and nod. As soon as Iâm finished with my soche seche tente, I will, Sara, I think. I promise.
âI have a bad feeling youâll regret it if you donât.â
âOkay.â
She stands. âI think we should go to bed. Weâve got abig day ahead of us tomorrow. You ready?â
The jungle chatters around me, the Takunami names quickly replacing the American ones. The potoo becomes a qui-ra ; a bay owl, a kwanho ; the blue-tailed bee-eater, a tsu-fle .
I stare out into the darkness of the rain forest for a second, repeating her question in my mind. âYes,â I say, getting up. âI am ready.â
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M aha shakes me. âGet up.â
âWhereâs Karara?â I turn to look at her hammock. Empty. I couldnât fall asleep after we got home because I kept thinking about my sister in the jungle. Every noise I heard, I was sure was her, but I must have dozed off when she didnât come back by daybreak. âIs she outside?â
âShe is not home.â My mother sweeps the floor. âShe will be back when she gets hungry enough. Karara is a stubborn girl, but pride doesnât feed an empty stomach. Here, eat this, and then we will complete your last preparation test.â She hands me some dried fish and manioc bread.
âMaha, I think we should look for her. Iâm worried she might be hurt orâ¦â I look away, afraid to say my biggest fear.
âDonât be foolish. Eat your breakfast. I want to finish the test early so you have time to rest before seeing Tukkita this afternoon.â
Iâd forgotten about my meeting with the shaman. Every boy must receive a blessing before the night of his soche seche tenteâin case he doesnât come back. No matter how much a boy has prepared or how strong he is, evil spirits planted by enemy tribes will take a boy down just as easily as a jaguar.
âI heard a bird last night as we were leaving Karara,â I mumble with a mouthful of manioc. âWhat if it was the Punhana?â
Maha shoots me a look of disgust. âIt is your life we are worried about, not your sisterâs. I am going to the river to wash. Wait for me here.â
I watch her leave and count to thirty. Peeking out the front door to make sure no one is around, I sprint past the menâs rohacas and down the path toward the garden. I have to find my sister.
âLuka.â Behind me, my mother spits out my name like a bite of bad papaya. âWhere are you going?â
I stop and turn. Maha is standing in the middle of the trail with one hand digging into her cocked hip and a woven basket in the other.
âI only hope you can follow directions from your father better than you do from me,â she says, walking up and placing the basket on the ground.
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