light?â
âBrann?â
âHere,â Brann said. He moved out to the centerof the room so the light would shine as widely as possible. He turned toward the direction of the sound of a body scraping down a tunnel.
âBrann?â
âSee the light?â
âYes, OK.â
Brann shone the light toward the voice. But the echoes had deceived him and Kevin hurried toward him from the darkness behind him. Tripped, stumbled against him, and almost knocked the flashlight out of his hand. Brann wheeled around to shine it in the boyâs face.
âIâm sorry,â Kevin said.
âNo harm done,â Brann said, just glad to not be alone in there, glad to see another face. He put his hand on Kevinâs shoulders, and relief made his knees weak. The narrow bones under his hand surprised him, they were so round and small. âLetâs get going,â he said. âIâll tell youââ but he didnât finish the sentence.
Kevin stood aside, waiting for Brann to move. Brann waited for Kevin to move. They looked at one another, in their pale circle of light.
âYou didnât mark where you came in?â Brann asked.
âI was worried about youâit was a long time. Iâm sorry. Donât you know how to get out?â
âIf I did Iâd have been out long ago,â Brann snapped.
âIâm sorry.â
âWhat are we going to do?â Brann asked, after along time. âI couldnâtâ find it. I looked and looked and I could only find the wrong ones.â
Kevin didnât say anything.
âYou should have marked where you came in. You should always do that, itâs just common sense,â Brann told the boy.
âIâm sorry,â Kevin said.
Brann let out an angry breath of airâand heard himself do that, just like his mother did, and his grandmother too. He heard the way he had just been talking to the kid, hammering. His brain had split, he thought to himself, and new things were getting into it.
âNo, I should have marked it too and I didnât,â he said. âLetâs sit down.â Why had Kevin followed him in? As long as Kevin was outside to go for help, Brann was OK, heâd finally figured that out. For all the good that did now. Back to the beginning, thatâs where theyâd got to. Trapped still, only Kevin didnâthave to worry because it was for sure that Kevin would get out. Maybe that was what Brannâs fate was supposed to be, theyâd sit and starve and heâd die first and Kevin would chew on his bones and that would save Kevinâs life until he was rescued. Then Kevin would grow up and get married and have three children until one disappeared one day.
âWill we die?â Kevin asked him.
âItâs no good asking that question,â Brann told him.
They sat shoulder to shoulder, and Brann played the flashlight around on the indecipherable walls of stone, not expecting see anything.
âI guess we could, even so close to the surface. We could, couldnât we. Iâd rather the with someone I like, wouldnât you?â
Brann didnât answer. He was staring at Kevin. âArenât you scared?â
âSure,â Kevin said. âBut if you think about itâI mean if it has to happen, if itâs fateâIâd much rather with you than anyone else.â
Brann couldnât think of what to say. Either the kid was really stupid or he was incredibly brave.
âI mean, I donât know about you, about yourfamily, but if youâve run awayâand my family, well, they wouldnât care much. Do you think?â
âNo,â Brann admitted. He was astounded by this kid. âYour mother would.â
âShe might if she wasnât so busy, but sheâs too tired and busy. Itâs not her fault, she just has to be. So it would be OK. I meanââKevin smiled his odd, sad
Jessica Conant-Park, Susan Conant