expression on my face.
âGo,â my father said. He started off in one direction and I hurried off in the other.
I followed the path around the side of the building. There was a large sliding door, gaping open. It was big enough to allow a car to drive inside. I slowed down at the entrance. What was that smell? Animals, maybe.
Cautiously I walked up the ramp leading to the door and peeked inside. It was a barn, a gigantic barn.
Animal stalls lined the aisles that extended into the distance.
This couldnât be the right place. Iâd obviously walked into the wrong building. I was just about to turn and leave when my gaze fell on a Japanese woman, standing in front of one of the stalls, broom in hand, sweeping. Two small children came out of the stall. Then I saw other kids and two more women, all Japanese as well, by another stall ⦠and there were people by the next one as well ⦠and then my eyes fell upon my mother and grandmother standing in front of another stall.
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I stood stock-still, too shocked to move. What were they doing here ⦠what were any of us doing here? The woman with the broom was sweeping up a cloud of dust, and it swirled around, filling the air. I sneezed, and then sneezed again. Wasnât the foul odor bad enough? I stumbled forward. Why was my family in here, anyway? And why was that woman sweeping out that cattle stall?
âTadashi â¦â my mother called out. There was a catch in her voice. She sounded all choked up, like she was trying to fight back tears.
I rushed to her side. âMom?â
âTadashi ⦠we ⦠we ⦠have to stay.â
âI know,â I said, trying to comfort her as her eyes started to fill with tears. âBut we wonât be staying here for too long. Letâs go and find where weâll be sleeping.â
âNo! You donât understand ⦠this is where weâre going to be sleeping ⦠here!â
âWhat do you mean here?â I demanded.
âHere! Here!â she said, pointing to the cattle stall.
âNo,â I said, shaking my head in disbelief. âYouâre wrong ⦠we canât ⦠this is a cattle stall ⦠it isnât for people, itâs for ââ
âAnimals!â my grandmother said, cutting me off. âAnimals.â
My head swirled and I needed to sit down, but there was no place to sit. I took a deep breath, a breath full of dust and the smell of animals, and felt worse instead of better.
There had to be a mistake. Maybe my mother didnât understand, or somebody had directed them into the wrong building by accident, or â âHereâs the broom I promised you.â
I turned around. There was a woman, a white woman, wearing a uniform. My mother reached out, took a broom from her and bowed her head slightly in thanks.
âOnce you clean it out and move in your things itâll be ⦠okay ⦠for a while ⦠itâs not like youâll be here that long.â
My mother offered a weak smile in reply.
âThere are buckets and soap and water at the far end of the building,â the woman continued. âI better go and help settle in the next group of people.â
She walked away toward the large sliding door. There was a growing crowd of people â families like ours â all standing silently, waiting.
I turned back to my family. My grandmother now had the broom and she started to sweep. My mother spoke to Yuri and Midori, instructing them to go and get soap and water.
âWhat do you want me to do?â I asked.
She shrugged. âMeet your father, bring our things.â
I nodded. That seemed like a good idea. I walked away, picking my way around the women and children who were slowly shuffling along the aisles. Stepping outside, the fresh air felt good. I took a deep breath and my head cleared a bit.
Coming along the path were more families. As I approached the first group,