supportive?â
âFrank and supportive, if that is possible.â
âIt is possible. First I have to say that on a statistical basis these lesions are most likely metastatic cancer, hardly good news, considering all that you have been through. I am so sorry about this, but we must be proactive. A biopsy has already been scheduled, which will give us the definitive answer. Once we have that result we will consider our options.
âI also know youâve just come from a meeting with your oncologist, Dr. White. Based upon the notes that he entered in your medical record, I know youâre aware of your current situation. This is a stressful circumstance for you, Greg, as it would be for anyone, and your vitals reflect that. It would be best for you to go home. Iâd like you to have a sedative, but I donât want to administer it until I know you will not be driving. Your pulse rate is up and youâre perspiring more thanââ
âStop!â Greg said, impatient to get to the heart of the matter. âJust give me specifics about the biopsy. What are the chances that the liver lesions are in fact cancer?â
âUnder the circumstances the chances are 94.36 percent. Iâm terribly sorry to have to give you this information, but it is the most accurate that I can determine, considering thousands of similar previous cases.â
Greg had wanted it cut-and-dried and thatâs how iDoc just gave it to him. Tears welled up in his eyes.
âPlease go home and lie down!â iDoc said. âYour pulse is going up. You need to relax. Call me when you get home, and we will talk more. There are some new promising treatments available.â
âYou remember that my kidneys are still not functioning up to par.â
âOf course I am taking that into consideration. Now please go home and try to relax.â
Greg clicked off his iDoc.
Thank God for Dr. Williams
, he thought. Dan Williams was the name he had chosen for his iDoc physician. A Dan Williams had been his football coach in high school, a man he had worshipped.
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L.A. UNIVERSITY MEDICAL CENTER
WESTWOOD, LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA
MONDAY, JUNE 30, 2014, 12:05 P.M.
G eorge hustled toward the front of the hospital, still hoping that his unauthorized departure had gone unnoticed. As he approached the main door he spotted Greg Tarkington coming out. The man was clutching his smartphone. His face had an intense, strained expression. George slowed down, debating whether he wanted to say something to the patient. He decided he would rather not; his excuse was that he was already late getting back. But Tarkington saw him as they were about to pass each other.
âHello, Doctor uh . . . ,â Tarkington stammered. He stopped.
âWilson,â George finished for him.
âYeah. Sorry. A lot on my mind at the moment.â He put away his phone and stood silent.
Here was an example of what he had just been talking about with Paula. He felt an overwhelming empathy for this man but was unable to think of anything to say.
âI just learned that the MRI wasnât good,â Tarkington managed. âI mean it wasnât good news. Sorry for putting you on the spot earlier. Who wants to tell someone that?â He tried to smile.
George was taken aback. Tarkington felt empathy and compassion toward
him
, the doctor. George experienced a moment of profound guilt.
Tarkington shrugged and looked at the ground. âLife has its challenges,â he said, raising his eyes to Georgeâs.
âIt does.â George was at a loss. âYou seem to me like a person who meets the challenge,â he finally added after a pause. He was awed by Tarkingtonâs courage and wondered if he would have the same, were the situation reversed. He also wondered if it wouldnât have been better if the man hadnât had the MRI.
âWell, Iâm not going to roll over without a fight. Itâs going to
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