He walked away down the marble hall, but she took a step after him at once.
âJosh, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to say that.â
He turned. Then he came back. He was taller than her and very thin, all wrist bones and cheekbones, as if he didnât eat enough. She realized she knew very little about him, and yet in the week that sheâd worked in the museum, heâd been the only one whoâd really talked to her.
And yes. She was scared.
He said, âTell you what. Iâll get my stuff and weâll go and get some coffee. Then Iâll walk you home.â
That was the last thing she wanted. But she had already said âOkay.â
While he was gone she stood by the window and looked out. It was a wild evening, already autumnal. All around her the buildings were masses of shadow, their Georgian doorways and casements lit by dripping glimmers of light from the lampposts. A few late workers hurried by under umbrellas. She watched them carefully.
The job was proving harder than sheâd thought. Constantly having to talk to strangers, give them change, chat to them, had been fun at first, but after only a few days the fear of being watched had come back and stayed. If a woman glanced at her a little too closely or a man caught her eye and smiled, it turned her cold. Because he was out there. Somewhere.
Josh came back. âOkay?â
âFine.â
They went out by the front door. Tom, the night guard, muttered, âAye-aye! He doesnât waste much time, does he?â to Sulis as he unlocked. She laughed, but Josh said nothing, and outside he walked quickly across the square as if annoyed.
She hurried after him. âHe didnât mean anything.â
âHeâs a pain. You donât have to work with him.â He paused in the rain. âWhich way?â
âUp the hill.â
âGood. Iâve got to go to the bookshop.â
âYou read?â
He managed a smile. âNo, I just look at the pictures.â
They walked up past the closing shops, the flapping canvas of the market stalls. Rain pattered on the plastic covers of postcards; Sulis caught the frown of the gorgon face through the trickling drops.
Josh was silent. Really they were strangers, she thought. She had no idea what to say. And he walked fast. Always a little ahead of her. He said, âMust be strange, moving so far.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWell, Sheffieldâs a big city . . .â
She almost stopped walking. âHow did you know . . . ?â
âRuth said.â
âShe shouldnât have said.â Sulis caught up with him. âHave you been talking about me?â Her breath was tight.
Josh laughed. âEveryone gets talked about in that place. Donât worry about it.â
Rain dripped down her fingers. She shoved her hands in her pockets. âItâs just . . .â
âReally. No oneâs said anything bad.â He looked uneasy now.
After a minute she said, âDonât tell anyone, will you?â
âWhat?â
âWhere I came from. Donât.â
Josh shrugged. At the bookshop he said, âI wonât be long.â
âTake your time.â She was glad to stand in the blast of heat at the entrance.
âItâs upstairs.â He strode off quickly between the tables of best sellers. She stared after him, the word
Sheffield
ringing like the echo of an alarm in her head. But it was nothing. It meant nothing.
There were a few people browsingâshe studied each of them carefully. None of them were him. She moved toward the stairs along the shelf labeled
Crime,
trailing her hand over copies of Agatha Christie. Sheâd seen some of these on television. Bodies in the library, murder on the Orient Express. Scornful, she flipped one with her finger. What did they know? How many of these writers had witnessed a murder, seen a girl fall out into the blue