butter.
Cal wandered into the long room and put his plate on the table; his uncle glanced at him. âIn fact I ought to insist you go in this morning. Whatâs this about you sliding off at half four last night?â
âPhyllis,â Cal said bitterly.
âYes. And she was right. Itâs not on, Cal.â
The doorbell rang; Thérèse went, her white shirt loose over tight dark trousers.
Cal chewed the flaky croissant. âIt wonât happen again. I just felt . . . a bit . . .â
âNo, it wonât. I wouldnât take it from anyone else and I wonât take it from you.â He tipped his head, curious. âAnd what on earth have you done to your hand?â
Before he could think of an answer, Thérèse was calling from the door, âCal?â Her voice was coy. âItâs for you,â she said, and there was a mocking note in it that surprised him. Until he looked over and saw Shadow.
She was standing outside the front door, wearing the same clothes as last night, and she smiled calmly, hands in pockets. âHi,â she said.
âHi.â He was numb with embarrassment; the word came out automatically. She seemed so out of place here. The cobweb on her face was a mystery, her dark scruffy clothes bizarre in the modern, spotless room.
He got up hastily and went over; Thérèse winked and slipped discreetly into the kitchen. He glanced back; Trevor was watching with ill-disguised astonishment over the newspaper.
âWhat are you doing here?â Cal whispered.
âYouâre not so hard to find.â She scratched her cheek with a black fingernail. âHawk kept an eye on you last night.â
âFollowed me!â
âIf you like. Because of the sword.â
âI told you . . .â
âCome on, Cal. We canât keep it.â
â I donât want it .â He shot an uneasy look in the mirror. He should ask her in, but her boots were muddy. The thought turned him cold.
âAnd we thought you might want to see Hawk fight.â
âFight?â
âAt the reenactment. You could meet the rest of the Company.â She smiled, teasing. âWe want you to come.â
âWhat Company?â
âArthurâs. Itâs a reenactment group.â
He hesitated. It was the last thing he wanted. But he had to get her out of here.
âBring your friend in,â Trevor said with vast reluctance.
âOh, itâs okay. Weâre just going out.â Cal ran back and gulped his coffee; then raced upstairs and snatched his coat from the wardrobe, cursing and dashing back to brush his teeth. But when he got back downstairs again Shadow was sitting on the soft leather sofa talking to Thérèse.
Cal fidgeted at the door. âWeâre going down to the castle.â
Trevor managed to take his eyes off Shadowâs tattoo long enough to say, âFine.â He looked horrified; made a blank, questioning face. Cal shrugged, hot.
âEnjoy yourselves!â From the doorstep Thérèse waved them off. Cal knew as soon as she went back in sheâd collapse in fits of giggles and Trevor would fling the paper down and say, âWho the hell was THAT?â
He stalked down the sloping drive, furious with himself and furious with Shadow for coming. She didnât seem to notice. Instead she walked behind him slowly and said, âIs your mother French?â
â What? â
âShe sounds it.â
Amazed, he realized she was talking about Thérèse. He opened his mouth to tell her Thérèse was his uncleâs girlfriend. Instead he said, âYes.â Thatâs how easy it was. One word. And you could create a whole new world. She probably thought Trevor was his father. He had never had a father. In an instant a vivid string of imaginings had come and gone in his mind; him at six with Thérèse in the park, his birthday parties, Christmas, skiing, summer holidays
Michele Boldrin;David K. Levine