broom and gone outside herself, she said, if not for being seventy-odd.â
⦠and no old ladies staring out of windows and soggy turkey sandwiches and cancer-causing Crunchits and small bladders and snotty noses and tears and places to always have to fit intoâ
âWayne?â
âWhat?â
âWhy were you throwing your pants in the hamper?â
Silence.
A hand gripping his ankle and squeezing and his father saying, âWho were they?â
âThat ladyâs blind.â
âTurn around, Wayne.â
âLet me sleep.â
âI said turn around â Ouch!â His dad covers his cheek. âDonât make me yell.â
Wayne turns, finds a place beyond his fatherâs shoulder to set his eyes.
His father rests his elbows on his knees. Interlaces his fingers. When he speaks again his voice is calmer.âA scuffle every now and then is to be expected. But what happened to you is something else.â
A long silence.
âThey hurt you?â his dad says.
âNo.â
âSpeak up.â
âNo, I said.â
Wayne looks away from the wall and down at his fatherâs hands and notices blood pooling at their fingertips. His father says, âHow longâs it been going on?â
Wayne shrugs.
âGive me names.â
Wayne wonât.
âYouâre not a tattle and thatâs good, but sometimes it isnât, so tell me who they are or would you rather I went to the school myself?â
âNo, donât!â
âThen tell me.â
Wayne goes to speak, but doesnât, so his father gets up and goes to the door and grips the knob and says over his shoulder, âDrive on over now, perhapsââ
âPete The Meat.â
His dad turns around. âWhat?â
âPete The Meat.â
âWhat kinda name is that?â
âItâs because heâs got veins in his biceps and canmake his chest muscles move without touching them.â
His father pauses. âHe have a last name?â
âMoved here three years ago and he had a tough start and has a second father and he struck a teacher once.â
âWayne.â
âAvery. His last nameâs Avery.â
âOkay. Who else?â
âNo one.â
â Who? I said.â
âHarvey and Bobby and Kenny, but they only do it âcause Pete makes them.â
His father goes quiet for a moment, then says, âWhereâs he live, this Pete The Meat?â
âWhy do you want to know?â
âJust answer me.â
âI donât know and I wish now I never told you anything.â
âGet up.â
âWhat?â
âYouâre no sicker than I am and I think weâll pay Peteâs parents a visit.â
âNo!â
âOr weâll go see the principal. Your choice.â
âYouâll make it worse.â
âLetâs go.â
âHis parents are working.â
âIâll take my chances.â
âI donât know where he lives, I already told you.â
âI think you do, Wayne. Now get your jacket.â
âNo.â
âWayne!â
âIâm weak like a girl already!â
âWhatââ
âAnd I eat yellow snow and if you go to Peteâs Iâll be the one who needs his dad to fight his battles too, and Iâve always come second to you before so why canât we just keep it that way!â
His dad opens his mouth to say something but nothing comes out and he tries to leave but canât seem to get the door open, so he faces Wayne instead and for the longest time doesnât speak, but then finally he says, âNo point crying.â
Wayne wipes his eyes. âIâm not.â For a moment he thinks his father might come over and sit on the bed again, but his dad steps back instead, letting the door take his weight, and puts his hands in his pockets and stares down at his wool socks. After a while he goes,