got the better of him. Someday heâd get her out on the water, but he was perfectly content to keep tinkering on the boat until he had her restored to the vision heâd pictured in his mind the day heâd laid eyes on her.
He could still recall his brother Mickey sneering at his decision to blow all the money heâd saved up for an old Mustang on a boat instead. Too drunk to hold his tongue, his old man had stood up for him, and had paid the price for it. Mickey had stopped accepting parental feedback the day heâd figured out he was bigger, stronger, and faster with his fists than the old man. Since their dad was usually on his way to passing out drunk, or already passed out, even Dylan, who was six years Mickeyâs junior, could hold his own against the old man by the time he hit puberty.
Of course, Donny Ross hadnât always been a drunk. Thereâd been a time when heâd been a pretty damn good mechanic and a decent man to boot. Better than his own old man or his uncle. Dylanâs grandfather, Tommy, had been proud of his son . . . but of his own brother, Uncle Dick, not so much. Then again, Dick usually had a beer in one hand and a nasty observation at the ready, so it wasnât a surprise that heâd felt threatened by the father-son duo. Dick was a mean son of a bitch whoâd never married, much less procreatedâa fact that Dylan, in the short time heâd known the man, had thought was perhaps the only fortunate thing that had ever happened to the guy. In fact, the story went that Dylanâs father had been proud of the fact that he hadnât followed the Ross family tradition, in which at least one member of every generation lost the battle with the bottle.
Unfortunately, that had changed after the sudden death of Donnyâs father, followed by his wifeâDylanâs and Mickeyâs motherâabandoning them, and Dick landing himself in jail for shooting a jealous husband whoâd come after him when heâd found out Dick was the guy whoâd banged and banged up his wife. Fortunately Dick hadnât killed the guy.
With his dad dead, Dick in jail, and his wife gone without looking back, unable to deal with Mickeyâs temperamental outbursts and having another small one underfoot, Donny had cracked.
By the time Dick had gotten out of jail, Donny had claimed a permanent place on the Ross Family Drunk roster. He wasnât a mean drunk, just a sad, sorry, pitiable one.
And Dick was back to drinking again before his first parole meeting.
Mickey was fourteen when Uncle Dick wrapped his car around a tree . . . and he rose up to become the man of the house. Young Dylan had quickly learned that life could, in fact, get worse. He used to dream of the day he could run away from home.
When that day came, heâd stayed. Someone had to protect their dad from Mickeyâs rages. With or without alcohol, Mickey made Dick look like a choir boy when it came to getting himself into trouble.
For years, the islanders thought it was Donny abusing Dylan, and that Mickey was just a chip off the Ross family block, brawling with his old man. There had been no point in explaining that Donny was as much a victim as Dylan was, and Mickey was the current tyrant in residence. When Dylan wasnât feeling guilty for wishing his brother would do something bad enough to end up in jail like Uncle Dick had, he was feeling guilty for being so damn angry with his father. He couldnât forgive his dad for not being strong enough to handle life, to handle Mickey. To love and take care of Dylan.
âAnd why in the hell Iâm thinking about any of that mess, I have no idea,â Dylan said, scrubbing a hand over his face. What he did know was that fifteen years ago, this boat had been his salvation. If he couldnât leave home and leave his dad behind, he could, at least, run away to work on the boat. Many a night heâd slept on board, behind the repair