I felt like the rock where my feelings used to be was starting to dissolve. The snow had started to fall again.
8
The next day, school was once again cancelled because of the snow and the bitterly cold temperatures. I cheered sleepily when I heard the announcement on the radio, then went back to sleep with a pillow over my head. Jalani called a couple of hours later, waking me from a confusing dream about dolphins on a ski slope.
âYou up, girl?â
âDo I have to be?â
âItâs so pretty outside!â
âItâll still look good when I get up,â I grumbled good-naturedly. âWhatâs on your mind?â
âIâm on my way to see Angel. She needs lots of encouragement. Want to come with me?â
âDonât you mean youâre on your way to see Gerald?â I teased her.
âI canât help it if he lives there!â Jalani laughed.
âYou think the corner coffee shop is closed today?â
âNo, those places never get days off for bad weather. Iâd hate to work there.â
âOK. Buy me a cup of hot chocolate and a donut to warm me up, and Iâll come with you,â I said. I didnât want to stay home alone all day anyway. My parents, of course, had gone to work, grumbling about school kids who got to stay home and sleep in on snowy days.
âBet. Iâll see you in an hour or so.â
I stretched, climbed out of bed, and looked outside. Every tree limb, telephone wire, lightpost, and street sign was covered with several inches of shining snow. I thought it looked as if one of those magic princesses from those old European folk tales had touched the city with a magic wand, turning everything to diamonds made of snow.
An hour later, I was in Jalaniâs car clutching a warm cup of hot chocolate, hoping the little BMW wouldnât slip on the icy roads. But Jalani drove carefully and pulled into a parking space that had been cleared of snow right in front of Geraldâs apartment building.
âGrab that container of soup, would you, Keisha,â Jalani asked as she gathered up the bag of donuts and a windshield scraper.
âGot it!â I replied. We tiptoed up the unshoveled walk way, leaning on each other while trying not to fall. I glanced to my left, and noticed a woman huddled in a corner, near the heat exchange unit of the building. She had on several coats, a number of scarves, and two hats. Oneof her boots was red, the other was blue. She looked like she was either asleep or dead.
âIs it Christmas yet, chilâren?â the woman asked, suddenly sitting up, startling us and making us gasp.
âExcuse me?â I said hesitantly.
The woman spoke louder this time. âIs it Christmas yet?â
âNo, maâam,â I told her. âWeâve got three more weeks. Why do you ask?â
ââCause at Christmas they give us food and clothes. Like we ainât hungry or cold any other time.â
We werenât sure what to say. I donât think either of us had ever had a conversation with a homeless person before. âWould you like some soup?â Jalani asked the woman suddenly, taking the soup from me and offering it to the woman. âI made it myself.â
âHot soup?â the woman asked. She acted like Jalani was offering her a basket of diamonds or something.
âYes, maâam,â Jalani replied.
âGirls like you canât cook. Your mama made it.â
âMy mama is dead. She taught me how to cook, though. Itâs Nigerian stew.â
âIâm sorry, baby. Sorry âbout your mama, too. Young people usually ainât very nice to me. I been beat up twice.â
Again neither of us was sure what to say. âDo you want the soup, maâam?â Jalani asked again.
âYes, I would. Thank you, honey. And what you know about Nigeria? You from Africa?â
âYes, maâam. I was born there.â
âAlways