we continue to roll.
My teeth slam against my tongue and I taste blood. My shoulder and then my head crack against the side window. Old snow in the ditch swipes the side window and fills it with white. Then I see trees, and sky, and I know weâre going over again. Thatâs when I close my eyes.
I donât know how many times we flip, but when we stop, weâre suspended upside down in our seat belts. At some point the air bags blew and now droop from the dash. The air feels dense and itâs too quiet. I take a careful breath and waitâfor the truck to roll again or careen down the mountain, but it doesnât. Weâre stopped. I heave open the door, and then I push up on one hand against the headliner of the truck, easing the pressure off the seat belt so I can unbuckle it. I tuck my head androll. It isnât pretty, but I manage to get out of the truck.
My legs liquefy, and I grab the door to steady myself. The truckâs front end is jammed solidly against a three-foot tree stump. Good thing, because otherwise weâd be tinfoil at the bottom of the mountain. I stumble around the steaming undercarriage and haul open Tejâs door.
His hair is hanging in black spines and his dark eyes are the size of quarters. Heâs scrabbling with the seat-belt buckle.
âMy truck.â
âIâm fine, thanks for asking.â
Tej gets his buckle undone, and for a second I think about letting him drop on his head. But I pull him from the truck. He wobbles a bit, and then he stands, looking at the truck, at the crumpled steel and the twisted bumper, at the tailgate plowed upside down in the mud.
âWrecked,â he says. âTotally fubar.â
I wait for Tej to say something more but he is silent. His eyes are wide open, staring. I shuffle my feet. âYou can fix it.â
Tej gives himself a shake. âNot here, obviously. We need a tow truck.â He yanks his hood up on his blue rain jacket and brushes the hair out of his eyes. After a minute he fishes his phone out of his pocket, opens it and then closes it again. He doesnât have to tell me: Thereâs no service this far into the bush.
The daylight is almost gone. I say, âMaybe we can get a ride out on a logging truck. We could come back tomorrow to get the truck.â
âWe were on this road most of the afternoon and didnât see a truck. Something tells me we wonât see one anytime soon, not with this rain, not even if they use this road anymore.â
It was Tejâs idea to take the old logging road. Like he can read my mind, he says, âWe could have waited the entire long weekend for them to clear the accident off the main highway.â He shoves a duffel bag under the truck out of the rain. Our gear was in the bed of the pickup. Tejâs snowboard is scattered in pieces. I canâteven see mine. Rain is running down my neck.
âMaybe theyâll send someone.â
âWho? Our parents? â Tej kicks a sleeping bag under the truck. âOur parents think weâre on the highway to Whistler.â
âI mean when we donât call. Theyâll get worried and start looking for us.â
Tej shakes his head. âI never call. My parents expect that Iâll be okay or that Iâll deal with it.â
âI call. Sometimes a few days late, but I always call.â
âWell, Iâm not sitting here for a few days waiting for an imaginary rescue.â
Chapter Two
Tej reaches into the truck and grabs a road map from the overhead console, only now itâs on the floor, of course. Rain drills the map as he unfolds it. As he studies the map, his eyebrows knot.
âSo?â
He folds the map. âIf we stay on the forestry road, we can walk out in a couple of days.â
My tongue is sore where I bit it and Ichomp it again. âWalk? For a couple of days?â
âOr we can go cross-country. It wonât take more than a day, max.â