of a thing, frightened and lost-looking. Even then, something about Quinn OâShea had gone straight to his heart. And although it had been months before he saw her again, he never forgot her.
It was pity, no doubt. He had ever been the fool for the abandoned children of the cityâeven the stray animals. Didnât the other boyos on the force sometimes needle him about being soft for strays?
He felt sorry for the girl, that was all, and he had let his sympathy get out of hand.
But even as Denny turned the corner onto Hester Street, he knew that the feeling which had been growing inside him for Quinn OâShea had little to do with pity. It was a different kind of feeling, unlike anything he had ever felt beforeâ¦a feeling he couldnât begin to define, but not at all what he would feel for an orphaned child or a stray kitten.
Even though the wounded look in her eyes was much the same.
6
Of Age and Time
Believe me, if all those endearing young charms,
Which I gaze on so fondly today,
Were to change by tomorrow, and fleet in my arms,
Like fairy gifts fading away,
Thou wouldst still be adorâd, as this moment thou art.
Let thy loveliness fade as it will,
And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart
Would entwine itself verdantly still.
THOMAS MOORE (1779â1852)
O n Sunday, Sara and Michael Burke attended evening services at Jess Daltonâs small church on the edge of the Bowery.
They found themselves visiting the new congregation more and more frequently, for they had never stopped missing the big pastorâs presence at their own Fifth Avenue church. Although the pulpit had been quickly filled after Daltonâs resignation, the new ministerâs influence seemed pitifully weak by comparison. Privately, Sara suspected that their distinguished new pastor, Dr. Stockley, was far more likely to bore the congregation to death than to off end or disturb them.
It was nearly dark when they started home in the buggy. With a sigh, she took Michaelâs hand. âWasnât it good to hear a sermon with real substance?â
He grinned at her. âYou mean a sermon with some real controversy, donât you?â
Sara shrugged. âI donât think Jess Dalton intends to be controversial. He simply attempts to preach the truth, and the truth often makes us uncomfortable. Thatâs not the pastorâs fault.â
âStill, youâre a bit hard on Dr. Stockley, now, arenât you?â Michael said, still smiling. âIâve seen you biting your lip behind your white gloves. Your father would tell youâand not for the first time, Iâm sureâthat youâd best guard against a critical spirit.â
âReally? Perhaps you didnât notice that Father himself nodded off more than once this morning.â
âUnderstandable, after the first hour,â Michael replied dryly.
Sara leaned her head back against the seat. âAnyway, it was good to see the Daltons. I miss them terribly. Did you see how little Amanda is growing? Theyâve started the paperwork on her adoption, you know. But Father says there may be complications, with her parents having been immigrants.â
âWhat isnât complicated where immigrants are concerned?â Michael muttered. âNobody seems to know quite what to do about them.â
âWell, I hope for Kerryâs sake everything goes smoothlyâand quickly. Sheâs absolutely devoted to that little girlâthey both are, of course. Amanda will have a wonderful home.â
Michael nodded absently, and Sara could tell he was thinking of something else. Well, she had something more on her mind, too. She squeezed his hand. âI hope we have a child soon, Michael.â
His surprise was obvious. âNo doubt we will, sweetheart.â He paused, searching her eyes. âSure, youâre not fretting about that already?â
Sara looked away. âWeâve been married over a