Diving In by Bianca Giovanni

consider some
of those feelings I had towards her.
    “I want to take a shower,” she says, lifting
up on her arms again so she’s hovering over me and looking like
some shit religious people would describe when they talk about
heaven.
    “Want me to join you?” I throw out there with
a raised eyebrow. Considering how shy she was yesterday, I
seriously doubt she’ll do it. But hey, worth a try, right?
    I can’t really hide my total surprise when
she pauses, gives me a sexy smile and then nods her head, “Yes, I
think that’d be nice.”
    “You’re fuckin’ with me, aren’t you?” I
smirk.
    “Nope,” she shakes her head. “I wanna shower
with you James,” she adorably replies, biting her bottom lip in
this way that makes me crazy for her.
    I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I can
hear her snickering. “That is, hands down, the best thing you’ve
ever said to me.”
    She laughs loudly and sits up, still
straddling me and giving me a view of her bare body. The way her
hair falls over her boobs reminds me of a mermaid.
    “You just don’t know!” I chuckle as I sit up
and wrap my arms around her. “You have no fuckin’ clue what this
does to me!”
    “I have some idea,” she grins, looking down
at my crotch.
    “You make me harder than I’ve ever been in my
fuckin’ life!” I admit.
    She tries to hold it in, but she nearly
snorts when she bursts into laughter. Yeah, I get it. It
wasn’t exactly the smoothest compliment. It makes me laugh too. I
just said that to my best friend. I just blurted out that she gets
my dick hard and I told her that right after we had this sweet
little moment. I’m sure I could have phrased it better, but she
fries my circuits and I’m way too honest with her.
    “Do you want me to do something about that?”
she asks, sliding her hand down my stomach.
    My mouth opens a little bit and I let out a
deep breath. Even the slightest touch of her fingertips feels
good.
    “Maybe I could give it a try,” she
continues.
    I swallow hard and close my eyes, trying to
get my shit together. I can’t even describe how bad I want her, but
I’m worried about it. If she so much as touches my dick, I’m going
to end up fucking her. I know it. If she’s naked and I’m
naked, it will happen. I won’t be able to control myself. She’s too
close and it would be too easy to go for it.
    “I don’t think we should,” I say against all
my better judgment.
    “Are you sure?”
    “Yeah,” I nod. “Lo, I can barely hold back as
it is. Don’t make fun of me, but I want you so bad right now that
it hurts and I’m gonna go fuckin’ werewolf on you and frenzy fuck
you if we keep going.”
    She bites her lip to keep from laughing.
    “You’re naked and you’re like three inches
from my dick. I want to just grab your hips and fuckin’ plunge into
you,” I continue to say, despite the intelligent part of my brain
telling me to shut the fuck up. “I want to fuck you until you
scream so loud the neighbors call the cops. I want to make you come
so hard you cry. I want to be in you for hours. I want you to miss
your flight and stay here riding my dick for, like, the next eight
days.”
    “Goddamn!” She laughs. “That’s graphic.”
    “I can’t help it,” I chuckle. “You do crazy
shit to me. You make me get filthy. The things I want to do to you
right now … it’s so bad I don’t even want to tell you about
it.”
    She completely cracks up, taking my face in
her hands and planting a big kiss on my forehead. “I guess we
should cool it down, then,” she smiles. “I don’t want you to lose
it and go all ravenous on me.”
    “I fuckin’ would, too!” I chuckle.” Christ!
The things I would do to you—it’d be totally obscene”
    “You’d defile me?” She laughs, raising an
eyebrow at me.
    “I’d completely defile you,” I tease. “It
would get totally dirty, Lo, really vulgar stuff. You’d be
horrified by it because I’d never stop going, either. I’d fuck