was no dragon, he knew that now. There was only a feeble old man.
He stared up at the moon. It was trembly and yellow faced and he could make out eyes, a nose, a slash of mouth. It reminded him of Old Linn. Merlinnus , Lady Marion had called him. He hated the old man for what heâd done. For lying about the dragon. Yet he hadnât lied about the wisdoms. Not really. Artos sighed.
For it had been the wisdom that had gotten him his sword. And the wisdom that had won him his new friends. And the wisdom that had helped him understand Olwenâs condition. And Magâs.
Why, he thought suddenly, without that wisdom Iâd be no better than a bulky, unruly, illiterate boy. He smiled ruefully, remembering when that had, in fact, been all heâd wanted to be.
He stretched and then, carefully, walked back along the remnants of the wooden pathway and found the place where heâd stumbled away from his old path. It was well marked by moonlight. His feet had a bit of feeling in them again, which made him acutely aware of just how uncomfortable wet boots could be. The cake had mashed itself against the inside of his shirt. He wondered what it would taste like now. Setting his mouth in a line, he turned toward the cave.
He knew he could just go back to the castle, dusting out the cake crumbs for the moat tortoise or Boadie and her pups. He could settle down in his featherbed and forget the old man lying yellow-mouthed in the cave. But if the dragon had taught him one wisdom, it had to be this: Bring gravy every day and confront your worst fear. Well, he didnât have any gravy, but he still had a whole lot of unspoken fears: of being laughed at, of being made a fool, of having a man like Old Linn as a father.
The path up to the cave was familiar even in the dark. When he reached the entrance, he took a long, shuddering breath, and called into the blackness.
âIâamâ not âyourâson.â Not askingâtelling. There. It was said. So why did he feel so awful having said it?
There was an answering sigh. âTrue,â came the old manâs voice, drawing him back inside the cave.
Artos walked carefully, avoiding both the metal foot and the hanging stones. He came around the wall and saw that Old Linn was still lying on the straw bed. The great carved door on the far wall was now ajar, as if heâd tried to leave and couldnât quite manage it.
âTrue? Then why did you call me your son? Why did you give me that awful lie?â
âTrue, not true. The storyteller does not ever tell the truth baldly. I tell you that you are the son of a dragon. Pendragon. That is truth made young and beautiful. You knew you didnât spring from the loins of a real dragon. Boadie bears pups. Lady Marion bears boys. Dragons bear dragons. That is truth baldly. But wisdomâ¦â He smiled weakly.
Artos was not amused. âYou said I was your son and you are a man.â
âI am a Druid priest, chaste, sworn never to marry nor to sire a child, all so that I may perform my magicks and study my particular wisdoms.â
âA priest?â The surprise in Artosâ voice was undisguised. The only priest heâd ever known was Father Bertram.
âI did not sire you, but I bore you,â the old man said. âAnswer that riddle, if you can.â
Artos answered warily, âBoadie bears pups. Lady Marion bears boys. Dragons bear dragons. Andâ¦â
âI bore youâ¦.â
Artos suddenly smiled. âYou bore me away from some place. Thatâs it, isnât it?â
The old man was silent for a long moment, as silent as the dragon had been for every correct answer.
âFrom whom did you bear me away?â Artos asked at last.
âFrom your mother, before your birth father ever saw you,â Old Linn said. âAnd carried you to Sir Ectorâs castle. And kept watch over you ever since. Is that not a fine fathering?â
Artos felt the
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