of. I felt her melt against me as our lips fell into their magical, practiced dance. Before I knew it I had her pressed against a hard surface.
I finally realized what I was doing and I pulled away. I could feel my cheeks blazing as I shifted my eyes towards the floor and adjusted my glasses which had gone askew. "Sorry. I... Thank you Jen."
She smiled, her own cheeks slightly flushed, "Anything for my boyfriend." Her eyes shifted and she smiled brighter. "Elly! Hey! Guess where I'm taking Kent this weekend?!" She waved at someone over my shoulder and before I turned around I secretly willed my body to get back to the unaroused state.
Elly's voice was clear behind me, she was close. "Paris?"
Shit.
Jen grinned and shook her head, ignoring Elly's sarcasm. "ComicCon! Are you going? It would be so great to run into you there! Ooh, maybe you could even ride with us?"
"Yeah, no. Sorry. I'm busy this weekend."
Jen's face fell and seeing her disappointed did the trick and I finally turned around. "You always used to say how much you wanted to go to one, Elly. Because I always talked about going to one. Now you don't want to go?"
She pressed her lips together, her face stuck in a neutral expression. "Like I said, I'm busy. I'm sure you'll have lots of fun." She pointed to my chest. "You're blocking my locker."
Jen pulled me into her and wrapped her arm around my lower back. "Sorry. We'll bring you back something, won't we, Kenny?"
I could feel the muscles in my jaw tightening, a usual reaction upon becoming extremely frustrated. "Yeah. We'll find something nice."
"No, don't bother. I don't need any more stuff." Elly moved to her locker and fiddled with the combination, not even looking at us. I wasn't sure what bug was up her butt, but she had been extremely moody ever since the first day of school. I wanted to blame PMS but it didn't usually last for weeks at a time.
Jen tugged on my arm and when I looked down she shrugged her slender shoulders and shook her head. She was right, Elly was being crazy and it was time to go.
"Bye Els. Hope you have a good weekend." As we walked away I felt Jen's hand on my ass, giving it a little squeeze. I pulled her hand away, blushing, but inside I was cheering. Elly may want to be a bitch to me but my girlfriend sure as heck wasn't. And that was A-ok by me.
ComicCon was awesome! Jen's parents had sprung for a room in the hotel where it was being held. We had geeked out all day and then went back to the hotel room to watch some TV.
I sighed contentedly as I lay there with Jen on my chest.
Jen put her hand on the front of my jeans and batted her thick long lashes at me. I froze and stiffened. She'd been trying to wear me down but I couldn't let her.
I didn't want to be a girl or anything but losing my virginity in a hotel room, even one as nice as this, wasn't what I'd had in mind. I'd wanted my first time to be special and memorable. Not to mention I was freaking out about the performance or the likely shortness the event itself. I grabbed her hand and brought it to my lips, giving it a kiss.
"Not yet, Jen."
She sighed softly and nodded, "Alright. Sorry to pressure you. I just... I want you so badly." She tried to pull her hand away but I held it tight.
"I want you too I just..."
"You're thinking about Elly?"
I frowned at her. Where the hell had that come from? "No. Are you?" I hadn't actually thought about Elly at all, which partially bothered me as the realization struck me.
I watched as her eyes grew wide and then returned to normal. She shrugged her shoulders and put her cheek to my chest. "I just wonder sometimes, that's all."
"Wonder about what?"
"If you have feelings for her the way she has feelings for you."
I felt nothing for the statement except confusion. Elly was my best friend and despite the fact that she was a girl, she certainly didn't harbor any romantic feelings for me. Any time I came within two feet of her she'd tense up and stop breathing.