the door: â Deanna, please forgive me! Whatever Iâve done to offend youuu!â
âHas he⦠has he lost his goddamn mind ?â After slamming the door, I collapsed against the frame while Ade laughed so hard, she tumbled over the arm of the couch. I could hear the band members shuffling down the front steps, muttering their complaints on the other side. This had gone too far.
I strode to the kitchen and plucked my phone off the table.
âWhat are you doing?â Ade started, but I put up a hand to silence her before dialing Hyde.
âDeanna! You called! Are you OK?â Incoherent chatting and techno music bleated in the background on the other end of the receiver. And yet I could still hear the elation in his voice.
âYouâre a psychopath.â
âWhat? I canât hear you,â he shouted. âWhat did you say?â
â Youâre a freaking psychopath !â
âBad at math?â OK, now he was just shitting me for the fun of it. The little laugh proved it. âDeanna, you are OK, right?â
Yes: the âOKâ that people usually are after a soul-sucking, traumatizing event. âYeah,â I lied. âButââ
âGood⦠in that case Iâm going to have to call you back. Sorry, itâs just that this is a really bad time.â
âExcuse me? Youâve been calling me for days and now suddenly âOh sorry, totes busy, ttyl?ââ
âIâm at the cover party for Bella Magazine .â
âOh, well, lah-dee-friggin-dah .â
My hand was shaking. I didnât think it was possible for one human being to piss me off so⦠so completely . As if the feathers werenât enough to deal with.
âDeanna,â Hyde said, his voice suddenly clearer. The music was harder to hear. Probably found a quieter spot. âI know I donât have the right to say this but⦠I want you to be careful from now on.â
I sat on the arm of my couch and scowled, sorry he couldnât see it. âWhat the hell do you mean by that?â
He paused. âAnton. Heâs here too, with his stepmother. And heâs being unusually friendly.â
Anton. The mere memory of the venom in his drunken snarl as heâd tried to grab me raised the hair on my arms.
âFriendly? After you fired his dad and beat him up and humiliated him at his birthday party?â
âExactly. And he asked about you.â
I swallowed. âSo?â I tried for nonchalant and would have gotten there too if it werenât for the tremors in my voice. âWhy wouldnât he? The way you were all over me at his party, itâs no wonder heâs curious.â
âI donât like it. I donât know what it means, but, please, just take care of yourself.â
I considered his words, considered the quiet panic lacing them. I thought of him standing there in his crisp suit, hobnobbing with the very people he was apparently out to destroy. âMy life has nothing to do with yours,â I said finally, more for myself, as if it were a promise. âNot anymore. Remember that, because this is the last time Iâm going to say it.â
âBut Deeââ
âAnd the next time I find a Mariachi Band ready to belt out your apology I will castrate them all without hesitation. Then you . Got it?â
That was pretty much a conversation-ender.
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Live footage of Beatrice Hoffer-Rey and Hyde striding into some Manhattan âitâ club told me where Hyde was. This time Beatriceâs white-blonde hair was long, draping down the back of her fur coat. Of course, if one had to ask why a human being would wear a fur coat at the end of June in New York, then one was very clearly an unenlightened plebian who had no right to look upon the transcendent radiance that stained the ground after every step Beatrice Hoffer-Rey made on the undeserving asphalt with her snip-toe pumps. Or something like
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