you?â
âSame,â she said, smiling. âMel and her gang are all pumped about the triathlon on Australia Day. Itâs not really my thing.â
âYouâre not going along too?â I raised my arms in mock horror. âSurely thereâs some sand crab thatâs endangered by the triathletesâ feet?â
Whack! A solid right hook to the shoulder. âYou wouldnât be mocking me, would you, Daniel?â
âOw! No. Maybe a little. But seriously, Philippa, youâve done some good stuff this year, with your petition and everythingâ¦â
She was about to reply when a stretch limo purred up, spilling SGC girls onto the driveway. We watched as they preened like herons and I tried to spot Sarah.
They were all lean, tanned and blonde, their outfits variations on a theme. Button shirts, wide belts, short shorts, expensive-looking strappy sandals. Sure enough, there was Sarah, her hair up in a fashionably messy pile that wisped down way too casually to be natural.
âClones,â Pip whispered, breaking my trance. âLook, theyâre all the same.â
I had to agree. It was like the Barbie aisle in a toy store. And I wanted one.
We gawked at them as they swarmed into the house. Sarah didnât even glance my way. None of them did. I sipped gloomily at the beer. Brilliant. Sarah was here and I had no idea how to speak to her. Not one clue. First sighting and she erased everything in my head.
Pip sighed and stood up. âIâm going to get something to eat. Want anything?â
âYeah, thatâd be good. Some chips would go down wellâfor us non-triathletes, anyway.â
Pipâs eyes sparkled as she disappeared into the houseâ¦
I lie back onto the grass, turning to face Pip. âSo were you gone long?â
Pip frowns. âA little while. I got talking to someone. When I came back outside they were wrestling you into the carâPhan had your legs and Boris was just about strangling you. You didnât look like you wanted to go, no way. But Aaron took off before I could do anything.â
We lie there, the creek chattering below us, âwhat ifsâ swarming around us. I think back to the hospital, to Mel and Pip visiting me the day before the police came to take my statement.
âWhy didnât you say something before now? Like, tell me you knew. I might haveâ¦maybe Iâd have told the police a different story. Told them they forced me to go.â
âThey were your best mates, Dan. I couldnât be certain whether it was abduction or some stupid game. And I wasnât sure youâdâ¦want me to interfere.â She lowers her voice. âI didnât say anything to you afterwards becauseâ¦I didnât want to know if what happened was partly my fault. I mean, I did nothing. I knew Aaron had been drinking and Iâ¦I still did absolutely nothing.â She sits up and hugs her knees, silhouetted against the starry sky.
âHey. What could you have done? It had happened. Our fates were sealed from the minuteâ¦Aaron turned the key.â
âMaybe I could have called the police. I didnât know where you were going but I could have described the car. Reported it as stolen or somethingânot that I knew heâd taken it without asking Travis. Maybe I could have stopped him before, beforeâ¦I felt so useless standing there watching you go.â Sheâs sobbing now. âIâve been over itâ¦in my headâ¦so many times. You know, asking if thereâs anythingâ¦I could have done differently.â
I push myself up. Put an arm around her. âMe too. Many, many times.â I falter, emotions and loyalties colliding inside me. âYou saw I didnât want to go. I really didnât want to be in the car. But, you know, it was actually fun, at first. I remember laughing. All of us were. Then I had this feeling in my gut, like it was all going to go
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