itâs taken him a long time to get there. Donât mess with that.â
Mumâs wrong. Martin is still lost at sea; heâs just so good at treading water these days it looks like heâs swimming. And if Iâm the only one who can see that then I have to do something. Because that storm is coming, and if all I do is wave at Martin from the shore, heâll drown. Friends donât sit on the sand and let that happen. Not real friends, anyway.
13
Love sucks. Just ask Romeo and Juliet. Or me.
Jane Iranian
Janeâs acting less and less like a real friend at the moment. Itâs been five days since I emailed and she still hasnât replied. She didnât call me after the game. I want to ring her and yell, âDonât you care about me anymore?â And I would. But Gracie Faltrain knows a thing or two about dignity.
Weâre in stand-off mode. Itâs happened with other friends. Youâre close for ages, so close you could spin off the secrets from their diary like a Frisbee. Then gradually, one of you disappears into the distance like a bad throw. They only call twice a week. And then once. And then not at all.
I never thought that would happen with Jane. If youâd asked me a month ago I would have told you it was impossible. Iâd have bet my life on it. I know everything about her. She wears pyjamas with little bears on them. When she was a kid she was scared of the dark and had to sleep with her bunny lamp on. I know she liked Matty Fletcher in Year 4 and punched him in the face when no one was looking because he didnât like her. You just donât give someone that sort of information on yourself and then walk away.
I stare at the phone. Ring. Ring. Ring.
âWhat are you doing, Gracie?â Mum asks.
Testing the strength of my telepathic powers over long distances to make my best friend need me again. âNothing,â I answer, and pack my bag ready for school.
The only way out of stand-off mode is for the person whoâs walking away to realise what theyâre missing. I have to give Jane some time to be Gracie Faltrainless. Sheâll see what sheâs missing. Sheâll come running back.
In the meantime, I have Alyce. âCome inside for a minute,â
I say when she arrives. âI want to try to straighten your hair.â âGracie, I sort of like my hair the way it is.â âBut donât you want to love it?â âWell. . .â âExactly. Now sit tight for a minute.â Or sixty. Or a hundred.
Alyce could solve the worldâs energy problems with the static electricity coming from her head.
âDoes it look any better?â she asks after about fifteen minutes. Better than what? Better than if youâd stuck your finger in a power point? âIt definitely looks shinier.â
âYou know, technically itâs not shinier because itâs straighter. Itâs just that the light reflects off it more easily now that thereâs a flat surface.â
âAlyce, one day your brain is going to explode,â I say, and push her out the door.
âYou look really pretty,â I whisper at the start of class.
âFlemming will love it.â âKeep your voice down. I told you, I donât like him.â âRight. You donât like him. You love him.â
âShhh, Gracie.â
Iâm too busy teasing her to notice whatâs going on around me. Big mistake. School is a dangerous place for people like Alyce. I should have known to keep an eye out for enemies, especially enemy number one: Annabelle Orion. Itâs the end of period two by the time I realise sheâs been listening to us. And by then itâs way too late to do anything about it.
Alyce and I are sitting next to Flemming in English. Weâve teamed up to work on poetry. Every group gets a different topic and together we have to write a poem and read it to the class. âRemember, it