Seth is as fascinated with Tabitha as some people are with her?â
âYes, I think thatâs possible. And I think itâs dangerous,â I said.
I sat beside him on the end of his bed and found myself looking at the picture heâd stuck in the mirror frame, a picture he carried with him on the road. It was a snapshot of Cameron, Mark, Tolliver, and me. Weâre all smiling, but not genuinely. Markâs looking down a little, his stout buildand round face distinguishing him from the rest of us. Cameronâs to my left, in profile, looking away. Her light hair is pulled up in a ponytail. Tolliver and I are in the center, and his arm is around my shoulders. At first glance, you might assume that Tolliver and I were the brother and sister; weâre both dark-headed and pale and slim. But if you spend any time with us, you notice that my face is longer and narrower than Tolliverâs, which is practically square. And his eyes are a rich dark brown. Mine, though also dark and often mistaken for brown (since people see what they expect to see), are actually gray. Tolliverâs mouth is thin and fine-lipped; mine is full. Tolliver had acne as a teen that went untreated, and he has scars on his cheeks as a result. My skin is smooth and fine. Tolliver has a lot of attraction for the opposite sex, and I donât seem to have much of that.
âYou just scare them,â Tolliver said quietly.
âWas I talking out loud?â
âNo, I could just follow what you were thinking,â he said. âYouâre the only psychic in this family.â He put his arm around me and gave me a hug.
âYou know I donât like to be called psychic,â I said, but I wasnât really angry.
âI know, but what else would you call it?â
Weâd had this discussion before. âI am a corpse-finder,â I said, with mock hauteur. âIâm the Human Geiger-Counter.â
âYou need a superhero outfit. Youâd look good in gray and red,â Tolliver said. âTights and a cape, maybe some red gloves, high red boots?â I smiled at the picture. âAfter this media hoopla is over, we can go to the apartment for about aweek,â Tolliver said. âWe can catch up on our laundry and our sleep.â
The apartment in St. Louis wasnât great, but it beat living in a hotel, no matter how fancy. We could open our mail (what little we got), wash our clothes, cook a little.
The constant travel was getting increasingly old. Weâd been at it for five years now, at first making almost nothing; in fact, weâd gone into debt. But the past three years, as the word spread, business had started becoming regular, and weâd even turned down a job or two. Weâd paid back what we owed, and weâd saved a lot.
Someday, we wanted to buy a house, maybe in Texas, so we wouldnât be too far from our little sistersâthough the chances were slim that weâd get to visit with them much, thanks to my aunt Iona and her husband. But we would be on hand when we were needed, and maybe seeing us from time to time would waken better memories for Mariella and Gracie.
When we had a house, we would buy a lawn mower, and I would mow every week. I would have a big planter, one of those that looked like a truncated barrel, and Iâd fill it with flowers. Butterflies would perch on them, and bees would lumber in and out. I wanted one of those big Rubbermaid mailboxes, too. You could get them at Wal-Mart.
âHarper?â
âWhat?â
âYou had that dazed look again. Whatâs up?â
âThinking about a house,â I admitted.
âWell, maybe next year,â Tolliver said.
âReally?â
âYeah, our bank account is healthy. If we donât have any catastrophesâ¦â
I sobered immediately. Of course, health insurance is hard to get for people like us, since we donât have what youâd call regular jobs, and the