To die alone? With only her TV for company? Because the thought of that rips my fucking guts out.â He set his bottle on the railing and bounded down the steps.
The weight of this decision about her grandmaâs future sat in the pit of her stomach like a stone.
After a few minutes, Jade followed him.
He stood next to the water pump, his hands propped on his hips, staring into the dark night.
âWeâre not on opposite sides, Tobin. We both want whatâs best for GG. Your experience with your grandmother is heartbreaking, but itâs also skewed from the perspective of a young boy.â
âGreat. You gonna psychoanalyze me now?â
âNo. But you canât deny that maybe you didnât have the whole story. You have no way of knowing whether your grandma was diagnosed with anything serious. And before you argue with me, that exact scenario happened to a friend of mine. Her grandpa was fine for all appearances, then her family moved him into a nursing home. She also believed it was laziness on the part of the nursing home workers that within two weeks he was wheelchair-bound. Within three months he was completely bedridden. Within five months he was dead. Would things have been different if her mom had admitted that her grandpa was diagnosed with a fast-moving bone cancer that necessitated an immediate move into a nursing facility?â
âNot the same thing, Jade.â
âBut you donât know. Maybe your grandmother asked that her health diagnosis wasnât shared with you. That even happened to me with my own mother just recently. When I found out, I was so angry with her and my dad for keeping the truth from me. They thought they were protecting me. Maybe your dad and mom thought they were protecting you.â
Tobin didnât say anything for the longest time. Then he looked ather. âIâll concede that argument. You can bet your ass Iâll ask my dad about that the next time I see him.â
Although their conversation appeared to be at an end, Jade had no desire to go back into the house. She meandered to the end of the driveway. Closing her eyes, she tipped her head back and welcomed the cool breeze blowing across her face.
Shuffling footsteps stopped beside her. The clean cotton and earthy scent sheâd started to associate with Tobin drifted over her.
âTryinâ to escape my charming company?â Tobin said.
âAlways. But it doesnât seem to work, does it?â
âNot for either of us.â He sighed. âLook. Believe it or not, Iâm not usually a grumpy, self-centered jerk. You said your day sucked ass too. What happened?â
âNothing.â
âYou wonât confide in me even a little?â he cajoled her. âAfter I tried like hell to get you to believe that Iâm just a good old boy whoâs always had a soft spot in my heart for grandmotherly types and widows?â
Jade laughed. âYou werenât telling me a tall tale to gain my trust.â
âYouâre sure?â
âYes. A true con artist wouldâve cried at the end of the story to gain additional sympathy. You just got more pissed off. Thatâs an honest reaction.â
âThat anger wasnât directed at you, Jade.â
âI know.â
Tobin bumped her with his shoulder. âCome on, darlinâ. Your turn to let fly. What happened today?â
âI already told you. Nothing.â
âBullshit.â
âNo, Iâm serious.
Nothing
happened today and thatâs why I ended up in a mood.â
âAh. I see.â He paused. âYouâre missing the pace of your life in the big city?â
Jade turned her head toward Tobin, but he wasnât looking at her. He stared straight ahead, granting her a perfect view of his chiseled face in profile. Moonlight looked amazing on him. So maybe the fact she didnât have to gaze into those assessing eyes encouraged her to speak