honestly. âI donât know if thatâs it. Yes, Iâm used to going a hundred miles an hour, seven days a week, but not because I love it. I do it out of necessity.â
âCan you explain?â
She felt him looking at her quizzically, but she didnât meet his gaze. âI work three part-time jobs to maintain my . . . what did you call it my first day here? My
fancy, big-city lifestyle
?â
He groaned. âIâm an asshole sometimes.â
âI donât have a lifestyle because I donât have much of a life. Iâm too busy working to take advantage of all the city has to offer. My friends have moved onâeither out of the area or theyâve scored jobs that have given them a lot more disposable income than I have. The few friends Iâve kept in contact with . . . their invites to hang out have tapered off because I always say no. I canât even remember the last time I went on a date.â She let the afghan slip down her shoulders. This personal confession caused her to overheat from her forehead to her chest. âItâs not a âpoor meâ tale to gain your sympathy. I truly donât know what to do with myself when Iâm not on the clock fourteen to sixteen hours a day.â
âJesus, Jade. Now I feel like a fuckinâ slacker.â
âThat wasnât my intent, Tobin.â
âSo what have you done the last couple days?â
Jade rattled off as much as she could remember. Sheâd probably forgotten a few things.
He whistled. âDid you do any of that at Miz Gâs request?â
âNo. She takes off early in the morning and doesnât come back until right before you stroll in after work.â
Tobin opened his mouth. Then closed it. When he started to speak,she braced herself, assuming she wouldnât like his observation. âYouâve been here what . . . five days?â
âSomething like that. Why?â
âHave you left Miz Gâs place at all?â
âNo.â
âYou need to get out,â Tobin said gently. âMaybe youâre just suffering from cabin fever. I know there are a million options of things to do in the big city, and the offerings in Wyoming probably look lame in comparisonââ
âDonât say that,â she said, meeting his gaze. âHow would I know what my options are here if I havenât checked them out? Being in Wyoming isnât the issue, Tobin.
Iâm
the issue. Iâd feel this way if I was in New York and had four days to fill. The last time I had free time? Was when I had the flu and couldnât get out of bed for a week.â
Are you still calling it the flu? You know what it really was. You know thatâs part of the reason youâre here.
âDarlinâ, no offense, but you know beinâ sick doesnât count as free time.â
âWhich, again, proves that I am lame, not the location.â As soon as she admitted that to this hot hunk of man, mortification sunk in. If yanking the afghan over her head and sprinting toward the house wouldnât have made her look even more pathetic, sheâd be halfway down the driveway by now. Instead, she stepped back. âSorry. Itâs late, Iâm babbling. Iâll see you later.â She turned and started to walk away.
But Tobin was bigger and quicker. He grabbed a hold of the afghan and spun her around. âWhoa. Why are you running off?â
âIâm tired.â
His eyes roamed over her, from her eyes to her mouth to the pulse jumping in her throat and then back up. His lips quirked. âYou canât lie for shit; you know that, right?â
Jade didnât bother to deny it. âI hate that itâs so obvious.â
âI like it.â
âWhy?â
He leaned closer. âBecause Iâm a terrible liar too.â
She laughed softly.
âAnd Iâm great for comic relief.â
Her
Frederik Pohl, C. M. Kornbluth