His Absolute Insistence: A Scandalous Billionaire Love Story (Jessika, #2) by Cerys du Lys

myself.  Or, obviously they would have.  Maybe not the video or the pictures, but they'd know about it.  Anyone not living under a rock must know by now.  Which... no, I removed those thoughts from my mind before they could sink in.  If I started worrying about a situation I had no control over, I'd just end up stressing myself out.
    I clicked back to Google and tried to think of something to search for that would bring up the video clips, if they existed.  If they did, I guessed they'd be on some porn site?  They obviously wouldn't be on YouTube or anywhere like that.
    "Jessika and Asher Landseer porn video"
    Not entirely accurate, but that's how the media would probably spin it.  The search brought up similar results as before, though.  On a random whim, I added "download" to the end of the search words and searched again.
    Ah ha!  There were new results on... um... well, sites I didn't particularly feel like getting too comfortable with.  I didn't need to, either.  I just wanted to see this quick.  I clicked the first one and ended up going to some streaming video site for adult XXX videos.  The video started immediately without me prompting it, and there I was.
    Asher was teasing me on the screen, rubbing the head of his cock up and down my slit.  I stared, both disturbed and fascinated.  This was me.  And him.  Us.  We were doing, um... things... and then he thrust into me hard.  The camera shook, but Asher had remarkably steady hands for someone who was otherwise busy.  He thrust in deep, holding himself there.  I lay on my back, hands covering my breasts.  Asher wrapped his fingers around one of my thighs, holding tight, then inched out of me slowly before thrusting back in.
    This went on for about a minute.  The video clip wasn't especially long.  Then it ended.  I stared at the screen, brow furrowed, unsure what to make of this.  I saw a little button to replay the video, so I clicked it.
    And I watched again as Asher teased me, rubbing the head of his cock up and down my slit.  Awkward arousal settled into the pit of my stomach, worrisome and exciting.  This shouldn't be exciting, I told myself!  And parts of it weren't.  I mean, I was on the internet, where basically anyone could watch Asher and I have sex.  Granted, the video resolution wasn't the clearest.  I'd seen the original version and it looked a lot higher quality than this.  This version had a grainy, almost faded look.  Asher would know how to explain it better.  I knew it was obviously still us, but it didn't exactly look like it.  We could definitely deny it.  I couldn't even see my face part of the time.
    I watched my stomach flex and tense on the screen.  Oh, I remembered those feelings, yes.  They were nice.  A little squeeze, pinned down by Asher's body, while his hand held my thigh tight.  I liked those moments.
    I was becoming altogether too excited and aroused by watching myself on this porn site, so I closed the browser to put an immediate stop to that.  For good measure, I shut the computer down, too.  It took awhile, and apparently it wanted to download some updates or something.  Yes, I clicked.  Yes.  Yes.  Just get on with it!
    Eventually it powered off.  The heavy whirring fans slowed to a stop and the computer became silent once more.  I nodded to it as if to let it know it had done a good job, then I rushed back to the kitchen.  Just as I got there, someone knocked on the door.
    My heart stopped.
    No one should know I was here.  No one should even know here still existed.  My landlord sort of knew, except I paid him the rent um... well, I paid him a lot in advance, because the rent wasn't really much of anything compared to what Asher gave me as a flexible spending account through Landseer Enterprises.  Had someone noticed me here?  Maybe outside with Jeremy, before we came in?
    "Hey, uh, Jessika?"  Jeremy's voice, followed by more knocking.  "Yeah, so, if you can hear me, it'd be